Bobby stopped before Jane and eyed her up and down, gaze settling on
the girl's face finally. There was hostility in it; there was hate ...
a degree; but these were softened, subdued, leavened by an outstanding
appreciation. Her lips trembled and, almost thoughtlessly, she put out
a hand to touch her father's, fingers squeezing his in a movement of
affection ... and relief.
For a moment Jane did not speak. Then she began, lowly, rapidly,
flushed but resolute and with a light of friendliness in her eyes.
"I want you to understand me ... without any more delay. You and I came
into this country at about the same time. Where we should have been
friends from the first we have been enemies; it even came to such a
pass that you promised to drive me from the country."
Her voice shook a bit and on the words that old hostility leaped back
into Bobby's face.
"I think that was because you did not understand me. You have thought
that I wished you bad luck from the first and that is not so. Had I
wanted to have vengeance on you, had I wanted to drive you out, I could
have done so this afternoon ... only a moment ago. I am not trying to
impress you with my generosity because I don't feel that I have been
generous. I have tried to be just; that is all. I have tried to do the
thing that would mean the most to all of us....
"But there are things with which you can help me. I am sure. There are
so many things that we have in common. You see, you and I are very much
alike."
That touched the other's curiosity. She was all intent, lips parted,
eyes wondering.
"Alike?" She was incredulous.
Jane nodded.
"The thing that you want most of all is the thing that I want more than
anything else: That is the respect of men."
She paused and Bobby's brows drew together in perplexity.
"The first time I saw you, you were trying to win the respect of the
men in this country with your quirt. Perhaps that helped you. Perhaps
it would have helped me had I been able or inclined to take it that way.
"That doesn't matter. The thing that matters, which gives us something
in common is this: You found that men did not respect you and so did I.
Men showed their disrespect for you by ... well, by saying unpardonable
things. Men have shown their disrespect for me by trying to drive me
out of the country, by burning and stealing and shooting at my men....
"You and I are the only women here. These men,"--with a gesture--"can
not understand what their respect means to us. It is the only thing
worth while in our lives. Isn't that so? No woman can be happy or
satisfied unless she has the respect of men. That is because our
mothers for generations back have been mothers because men respected
them....
"I don't believe from what I know of you that you have ever had much
respect from men. I can appreciate what that means to you, because it
appears that the man who should have respected me the most in the
country where I came from, did not respect me.
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