"I'm sorry. You can't come in here."
I explained hurriedly who I was.
"Why of course, Doctor," she said. "Here's a gown and mask ... but
hurry ... she's well into the second stage now."
I pushed open the door of Delivery Room number three. The doctor looked
around and his eyes widened in surprise above the mask as he recognized
me. It was Ray Thorne.
"Pat, look who's here!" he said.
Her hair was wet and her upper lip moist from the strain and the warmth
of the room. I bent over her and her eyes were big as she recognized me.
"Darling, you got here! You got here just in time!"
In that highly emotional moment she was not her usual stoical self.
She began to cry. I dropped my mask. The hell with so-called sterile
technique! These bugs were all in the family. I kissed her. She smiled
even though a hard pain was beginning.
"Now it will be all right," she whispered.
I hung on to her hand and looked up at the mirror that pictured the
other end of the delivery table.
"Push hard now," Ray said, as the baby's head came down. She strained
and gasped, her face reddened with effort.
"OK, I've got it ... easy now ... easy now," Ray was saying.
Her mouth opened as if to scream but no sound came.
"Gently does it. Don't push any more."
She squeezed down on my hand and the nails bit into me. I stroked her
head. Her body tensed with one last spasm and then I heard the suction
going as the baby gasped. She loosened her grip and went limp.
"It's a boy ... a boy!" Ray shouted, his eyes twinkling with pleasure
over the mask as he held the child up by the feet. The sharp wail of my
first-born son was loud in the room. I put my face down to Pat as she
cried for joy.
* * * * *
Back in the Laboratory I passed by the offices until I came to the
electron microscope room. Polly was busy setting up for a picture but
turned at the noise.
"John, darling! Oh, I'm so happy to see you." She came over to me, put
her hands on my shoulders and kissed me.
"Have you seen Pat yet? But of course you have. How is she? Has she had
that baby yet?"
"Yes I have. She's doing fine. It's a boy."
"Wonderful!" she exclaimed, and kissed me again. "That's for good
luck," she explained. "You three will make such a nice family." Her
smile faded as the sun goes behind a cloud and for an instant her
eyes, though still on my face, seemed to look far away beyond me into
infinity.
"And what about you Polly?" I said quietly.
"Harry's dead!" she said abruptly, her mouth held firm to still the
trembling of her chin.
"God! No!" I reached out and took her hands. "Polly!" I shook my head.
I couldn't think of a thing to say. She took a deep breath and tried to
relax, to shake off whatever terrible picture she had imagined of his
ending.
"Pat tells me she wrote to you about Harry getting to the Chinese
mainland," she said at last.
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