The Laughing Mill, and Other StoriesHawthorne, Julian
Philosophy
The Laughing Mill, and Other Stories
Hawthorne, Julian
American fiction -- 19th century
"'Now, Kate,' I said resolutely, bending forward so as to catch her
eye, 'let us have done with mysteries. No more "never-agains" and
"just-this-onces," if you please! First, I want you tell me whether you
love me?'
"She drew her breath hard. 'I can tell you nothing, Mr.
Gainsborough----'
"'You shall not call me "Mr. Gainsborough." If you can't call me "Tom,"
call me nothing; but I will never be "Mr. Gainsborough" to you again!'
"'I thought we were to have no more "never-agains?"' she rejoined, with
a passing sparkle of the former playfulness in her air.
"'None of yours, I meant.'
"'I will call you "Tom," if you please, on one condition.'
"'What condition?'
"'That you let it be "just this once!"'
"'Kate, do you love me?'
"'Oh, you are cruel!' she cried, with passionate emphasis, slipping her
hand from my arm and facing me with glowing looks. 'I wish I could say I
hate you! You are a man of the world, and I a poor girl from a convent,
who know nothing. I am trying to do right, and you oppose me--you make
it hard and bitter to me. If you loved me as I--as I would love if I
were a man, you would not press me so. I tell you, it must not be!'
"'What is, shall be, Kate! Dear Kate, we love each other; and who in the
world shall prevent it, or forbid our being married?'
"'Hush! hush!' She came a step nearer to me, and caught my sleeve with
her little hand, as a timorous child might do; glancing nervously over
her shoulder as if something fearful were hidden amongst the trees. 'Did
you hear nothing?' she whispered. 'Did not someone call me?'
"'Only I have called you, dear. I called you "Kate;" and I want to call
you "wife!"'
"She continued to stand motionless, with that frightened listening
expression still on her face; and yet my words had apparently passed
unheard. What was it, then, that her ears were strained to catch? To
my sense, the forest was full of shadowy stillness, tempered only by a
faint whispering of leaves, and now and then a bird-note high overhead.
"Gradually the strange preoccupation left her. Her breathing, which had
been irregular and laboured, now came evenly and gently once more. She
glanced sidelong at me for a moment; then, with a swift tender movement
she came yet a trifle closer, and laid her other hand upon my arm.
"'Tom--Tom dear! I will say it, for we shall be parted soon, and then,
if I am alive, I shall be comforted a little to think that I did say it!
Listen--Tom dear, I love you! Never forget that I said it--Tom, I love
you!'
"I was taken deliciously by surprise. You must not expect me to tell how
I felt or what I said. I can only remember that I took her in my arms
and kissed her. The bird that warbled over our heads seemed to utter the
ecstasy that I felt.
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