The Laughing Mill, and Other StoriesHawthorne, Julian
Philosophy
The Laughing Mill, and Other Stories
Hawthorne, Julian
American fiction -- 19th century
"'I can do nothing. He can make me helpless by a look; and he always
carries them with him. But, Tom, if it could be done without being found
out, I would tell papa to kill him. But I cannot let my dear papa be
hanged for that wretch; and, you see, we have no evidence.'
"'Good God! What a fearful thing it is!' I muttered. What help, what
consolation could I offer? A refined and sensitive girl under the
mesmeric control of a ruffian; her father subject to his extortions and
insults; and the only escape a worse misery even than this--Kate to
yield herself to him in marriage! Faugh! the thought sickened me; but it
enraged me, too! Kate was right; death, sudden and merciless, was the
proper measure to be meted out to Slurk. If he had appeared at that
moment, I believe I would have shot him unhesitatingly, and rejoiced in
the deed. Murder would be a righteous work when wrought on such as he;
and if the murder were brought home to me, could I suffer in a better
cause?
"Kate had risen slowly from her chair, and was now fronting me, scanning
my face and bearing with curious eagerness. She held her hands across
her bosom, alternately interlacing the tips of the fingers and pulling
them free again. Her lips moved as if in speech, but no sound came from
them.
"I got up presently, looking I daresay very solemn, as indeed I felt.
Her eyes followed mine as I rose; and now we gazed straight at each
other for some moments.
"'I promised you that you should be freed,' I said, 'and you shall be.
I shall be sorry to have any man's blood on my hands; but if you can
be saved in no other way, it must be so.'
"'You do love me, indeed!' she murmured, with a sort of sad exultation
in her tone. But she added: 'I cannot let you do it. I cannot lose you,
even to be freed from him. It is my father's fault, after all.
Besides----'
"'I take it upon myself,' interrupted I, with a dignity which may have
been absurd, but which did not seem so to me at the time.
"'But it would be murder--at any rate, the law would call it so. No, you
must not be called a murderer, Tom. But I--they would not hang a woman:
let me do it! I should love to do it!'
"And she spoke with a look that confirmed the words.
"Before I could reply, however, her expression changed again. She
appeared to think intensely for a few moments, and then her face lighted
up. Suddenly she caught my hand and kissed it!
"'And kiss me, Tom!' she cried, excitedly. 'Kiss me, for I deserve it!
I have thought of a way that will save us all!'
"Much startled, and half fearing that the girl's mind had given way
under the pressure of trouble, I was attempting to quiet her; but she
silenced me by an impetuous gesture, and went on speaking eagerly and
rapidly.
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