The Laughing Mill, and Other StoriesHawthorne, Julian
Philosophy
The Laughing Mill, and Other Stories
Hawthorne, Julian
American fiction -- 19th century
Eros pressed his hands to his head. Every good and evil impulse of his
soul was in deadly struggle for the mastery. Was his love greater than
Death? or had the past been a delusion? Was the future to be a blank? He
was but a man, with a man's weaknesses. He must rise to higher levels
through bitter trial, if at all; and except there were in him some
elements of generous nobleness, to turn his stubborn self-will at the
crisis of the conflict, the demon of mistrust would gain the victory.
Had he such allies?
"Speak to him again, Psyche," murmured the lofty presence, "you may yet
prevail."
"Eros," she said, throwing all the tenderness of her loving soul into
the word, "this is more than our friend--he is our brother. Love and
Death should glorify each other. If they are enemies, Death becomes
cruel and Love degraded. Yield me up now that you may possess me for
ever. Oh, quick, my love--quick!"
The struggling man uttered a cry, heartrending, full of anguish. He
was faint and giddy, and the world seemed to reel beneath his feet. He
stretched out his arms. "I love you, Psyche," he uttered. "Do not leave
me behind; let me go with you!"
He felt her hand again within his own. "You are my own Eros," she
whispered in his ear. "I shall not altogether leave you; you will see
me in dreams, and you will know that the Paradise I go to is near this
earthly home of ours. At last--perhaps not for a long time--but at last
we shall meet there. And now ... take me to our marriage-altar, and let
us say farewell there."
They came to the little samite-covered table, Psyche supported between
the other two. The lovers knelt down together, and the form of the
mysterious guest bended beneficently above them. Then Psyche slowly
drooped sideways, and Eros caught her in his arms. Yet no--she was not
there!
Still kneeling, he looked upwards through the window into the clear
winter night, and saw where two cloud-shapes seemed to flit hand in
hand across the starlit purple of the heavens. A strange peace entered
his lately tortured soul. The doubt in his love's immortality was gone,
and the struggle was ended.
"Take her, friend!" he cried, in a voice trembling with a deeper than
earthly happiness. "So great is my love, that not in this world, nor
with this mortal body, can I give it fit and full expression."
He was left alone in the old parlour, with the dead embers of the fire
upon the hearthstone. Christmas bells were ushering in what was to have
been his wedding-day; but, like their sweet notes, his mortal hopes had
been caught up to heaven, but were not lost there. It is many years
since then, yet every returning Christmas has found the same light of
peace in his face that first dawned there so long ago. No brooding
sullenness or failing faith has changed it into gloom.
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