The Laughing Mill, and Other StoriesHawthorne, Julian
Philosophy
The Laughing Mill, and Other Stories
Hawthorne, Julian
American fiction -- 19th century
He would not take a chair, but stood on the rug with his back to the
fire. As I sat looking up at his tall figure, I caught the painted
eye of my priestly ancestor over his shoulder, and it seemed to me to
twinkle with saturnine humour.
"Well, what have you seen, Calbot?"
"Some evil thing has come between Miss Burleigh and me, and has parted
us. I have seen it--two or three times. She has felt it. It's killing
her, Drayton. As for me.... You know me pretty well, and you know what
my life has been thus far. I've not been a good man, of course--quite
the contrary; I've done any quantity of bad things, but I don't know
that I've committed any such hideous sin as ought to bring a punishment
like this upon me--not to speak of _her_! I'm not a parricide, nor an
adulterer; I never sold my salvation to the devil--did I, Drayton?"
"No, no, of course not, my dear Calbot. You have a fever, that's all.
Don't get excited. Just lie down on the sofa for half an hour, and quiet
yourself a little."
"I see you think I'm out of my head, and no wonder. I behave like a
madman. But I'm not mad at all; I wish I could think I were. This
shuddering--it won't last--but I tell you, Drayton, when you see a man
of my health and strength stricken this way in two days, you may believe
it would have driven many a man to madness, or to suicide----"
"Let me pour it out for you; your hand shakes so. I can give you some
splendid French cognac, if you'd prefer it? Well. Hadn't you better lie
down?"
"Come, I can control myself, now--I will!" said Calbot, through his
teeth, and putting a strong constraint upon himself. For about a minute
he kept silent, the blood gradually coming into his cheeks and the
nervous twitchings growing less frequent.
"That's better," said I, encouragingly. "You don't look so much as
though you'd seen a ghost, now. How is that Chancery case of yours
getting on?"
"A ghost? You speak lightly enough, and I suppose your idea of a ghost
is some conventional bogey such as children are scared with. We laugh
at such things--heaven knows why! An evil, sin-breathing spirit, coming
from hell to take vengeance, for some dead and buried wrong, upon living
men and women--what is there laughable in that?"
"Really, Calbot," I said, with a smile--a rather uneasy smile, be it
admitted--"I never laughed at a ghost, for the simple reason that I
never saw one to laugh at."
"You never saw one, and you mean to hint, I suppose, that there are none
to see?"
"Well," returned I, still maintaining a precarious grimace, "I'm not a
spiritualist, you know----"
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