The Laughing Mill, and Other StoriesHawthorne, Julian
Philosophy
The Laughing Mill, and Other Stories
Hawthorne, Julian
American fiction -- 19th century
"I could now join in the laugh against myself with full appreciation of
the excellence of the jest. Mr. Birchmore, then, had been a married man
after all. Of course he was; why had I not before remarked the strong
family likeness between him and his daughter? Take her on trust,
forsooth! How I longed to retort that I was ready to take her for better
for worse, then and there, if she would have me. If she were a fair
specimen of American girls, what a nation of houris they must be,
indeed! But, then, they were not all brought up in French convents. It
was that that added to Miss Birchmore the last irresistible charm.
That it was that gave her that naïveté, that innocent frankness, that
unconscious freedom. And this lovely creature had actually known me, by
report, before we met. Her father had told her of me, and evidently he
had not given me a bad character. And this accounted for the favourable
change in her manner when she saw my card. Well, it was altogether
delightful; I had been guided by a happy destiny; thank fortune I had so
conducted myself as at least not to prejudice Miss Birchmore against
me. Verily, good manners are never thrown away; and, moreover, I prided
myself (as I fancy most gentlemen do) on my ability to detect a true
lady at a glance.
"We now resumed our conversation on a still more confidential footing
than heretofore. Miss Birchmore related many amusing anecdotes of her
late experience in New York, as well as of her earlier days in the
Convent, and even some passages of her child-life previous to the latter
epoch. I observed, however, that ever and anon she would check herself,
seeming to pass over certain passages in her history in silence; and
this reminded me of the similar behaviour which I had noted in her
father. That secret--that mystery, whatever it was, that weighed upon
him--had cast its shadow over her young heart likewise. Honestly did
I sympathise with her unknown trouble, and ardently did I long--all
vulgar curiosity aside--to have the knowledge of it imparted to me. Few
calamities are so heavy as that, by earnest and friendly help, they
may not be lightened. What could it be? In vain I asked myself that
question. Here was this lovely girl, in the first fresh bloom of
existence, just beginning to taste, with eager uncloyed palate, all the
sweet joys and novelties of life--health, youth, a happy temperament,
and ample wealth ranked on her side; and yet this bitterness of a
misfortune, not by rights her own, must needs communicate its blighting
influence to her! It was tragical to think of. Yes, ever and anon I
could mark its traces in her vivid face and winning bearing. A passing
gloom of sadness in those wonderful eyes; a quiver of apprehension about
the lips; an involuntary gesture of nervousness or lassitude; many
trifling signs, scarcely perceptible, perhaps, to a regard less keen
and watchful than mine had already become. Already?--but time in an
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