England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Mystery fiction
“I have no right to control your movements,” my mother-in-law wrote. “I
send the chaise to Mr. Benjamin’s house; and I sincerely trust that you
will not take your place in it. I wish I could persuade you, Valeria,
how truly I am your friend. I have been thinking about you anxiously
in the wakeful hours of the night. _How_ anxiously, you will understand
when I tell you that I now reproach myself for not having done more than
I did to prevent your unhappy marriage. And yet, what more I could have
done I don’t really know. My son admitted to me that he was courting you
under an assumed name, but he never told me what the name was. Or who
you were, or where your friends lived. Perhaps I ought to have taken
measures to find this out. Perhaps, if I had succeeded, I ought to have
interfered and enlightened you, even at the sad sacrifice of making an
enemy of my own son. I honestly thought I did my duty in expressing my
disapproval, and in refusing to be present at the marriage. Was I too
easily satisfied? It is too late to ask. Why do I trouble you with an
old woman’s vain misgivings and regrets? My child, if you come to any
harm, I shall feel (indirectly) responsible for it. It is this uneasy
state of mind which sets me writing, with nothing to say that can
interest you. Don’t go to Dexter! The fear has been pursuing me all
night that your going to Dexter will end badly. Write him an excuse.
Valeria! I firmly believe you will repent it if you return to that
house.”
Was ever a woman more plainly warned, more carefully advised, than I?
And yet warning and advice were both thrown away on me.
Let me say for myself that I was really touched by the kindness of my
mother-in-law’s letter, though I was not shaken by it in the smallest
degree. As long as I lived, moved, and thought, my one purpose now was
to make Miserrimus Dexter confide to me his ideas on the subject of Mrs.
Eustace Macallan’s death. To those ideas I looked as my guiding stars
along the dark way on which I was going. I wrote back to Mrs. Macallan,
as I really felt gratefully and penitently. And then I went out to the
chaise.
CHAPTER XXVII. MR. DEXTER AT HOME.
I FOUND all the idle boys in the neighborhood collected around the
pony-chaise, expressing, in the occult language of slang, their high
enjoyment and appreciation at the appearance of “Ariel” in her man’s
jacket and hat. The pony was fidgety--_he_ felt the influence of the
popular uproar. His driver sat, whip in hand, magnificently
impenetrable to the gibes and jests that were flying around her. I said
“Good-morning” on getting into the chaise. Ariel only said “Gee up!” and
started the pony.
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