England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Mystery fiction
“Don’t do that!” I cried. She was still rocking herself in imitation
of the “Master,” and still staring into the fire with her hands to her
head. “Get up, pray! I am not angry with him now. I forgive him.”
She rose on her hands and knees, and waited, looking up intently into my
face. In that attitude--more like a dog than a human being--she repeated
her customary petition when she wanted to fix words that interested her
in her mind.
“Say it again!”
I did as she bade me. She was not satisfied.
“Say it as it is in the letter,” she went on. “Say it as the Master said
it to Me.”
I looked back at the letter, and repeated the form of message contained
in the latter part of it, word for word:
“I forgive him; and one day I will let him see me again.”
She sprang to her feet at a bound. For the first time since she had
entered the room her dull face began to break slowly into light and
life.
“That’s it!” she cried. “Hear if I can say it, too; hear if I’ve got it
by heart.”
Teaching her exactly as I should have taught a child, I slowly fastened
the message, word by word, on her mind.
“Now rest yourself,” I said; “and let me give you something to eat and
drink after your long walk.”
I might as well have spoken to one of the chairs. She snatched up her
stick from the floor, and burst out with a hoarse shout of joy. “I’ve
got it by heart!” she cried. “This will cool the Master’s head! Hooray!”
She dashed out into the passage like a wild animal escaping from its
cage. I was just in time to see her tear open the garden gate, and set
forth on her walk back at a pace which made it hopeless to attempt to
follow and stop her.
I returned to the sitting-room, pondering on a question which has
perplexed wiser heads than mine. Could a man who was hopelessly and
entirely wicked have inspired such devoted attachment to him as Dexter
had inspired in the faithful woman who had just left me? in the rough
gardener who had carried him out so gently on the previous night? Who
can decide? The greatest scoundrel living always has a friend--in a
woman or a dog.
I sat down again at my desk, and made another attempt to write to Mr.
Playmore.
Recalling, for the purpose of my letter, all that Miserrimus Dexter
had said to me, my memory dwelt with special interest on the strange
outbreak of feeling which had led him to betray the secret of his
infatuation for Eustace’s first wife. I saw again the ghastly scene in
the death-chamber--the deformed creature crying over the corpse in the
stillness of the first dark hours of the new day. The horrible picture
took a strange hold on my mind. I arose, and walked up and down, and
tried to turn my thoughts some other way. It was not to be done: the
scene was too familiar to me to be easily dismissed. I had myself
visited the room and looked at the bed. I had myself walked in the
corridor which Dexter had crossed on his way to take his last leave of
her.
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