Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young men -- Conduct of life -- Fiction
Thomas Meredith directed at him a glance of careless surprise. “Why,” he
answered, “I thought you knew; it seemed to me she died before you left.
Anyhow, it was about the same time, it must have been the next week.
Pneumonia. This soup's great, Anthony.”
LII
HE joy that had sung through Anthony shrunk into an intolerable pain
like an icicle thrust into his heart; he swallowed convulsively a
spoonful of soup, tasteless, scalding hot, and put the spoon down with
a clatter. He half rose from the chair, with his arms extended, as if by
that means he could ward off the terrible misfortune that had befallen
him. Thomas Meredith, unaware of Anthony's drawn face, his staring
gaze, continued to eat with gusto the unspeakable liquid, and the waiter
uncorked the champagne with a soft explosion. The wine flowed bubbling
into their glasses, and Tom held his aloft. “To your good luck,” he
proclaimed, but set it down untouched at Anthony's pallor.
“What's the matter--sick? It's the beer and cocktail, it always does
it.”
“It's not that,” Anthony said very distinctly.
His voice sounded to him like that of a third person. He was laboring to
adjust the tumult within him to the fact of Eliza's death; he repeated
half aloud the term “dead” and its whispered syllable seemed to fill the
entire world, the sky, to echo ceaselessly in space. From the
stringed instruments above came the refrain of a popular song; and,
subconsciously, mechanically, he repeated the words aloud; when he heard
his own voice he stopped as though a palm had been clapped upon his
mouth.
“What is it?” Tom persisted; “don't discompose this historical banquet.”
The waiter replaced the soup with fish, over which he spread a thick,
yellow sauce. “Go on,” Anthony articulated, “go on--” he emptied his
champagne glass at a gulp, and then a second. “Certainly a fresh quart,”
his companion directed the waiter.
Eliza was dead! pneumonia. That, he told himself, was why she had
not answered his letter, why, on the steps at Hydrangea House, Mrs.
Dreen--hell! how could he think of such things? Eliza... dead, cold who
warm had kissed him; Eliza, for whom all had been dreamed, planned,
undertaken, dead; Eliza gone from him, gone out of the sun into the
damned and horrible dirt. Tom, explaining him satisfactorily, devoted
himself to the succession of dishes that flowed through the waiter's
skillful hands, dishes that Anthony dimly recognized having
ordered--surely years before. “You're drunk,” Thomas declared.
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