He wrote to her every day and she answered every other day. She wrote in
half tearful apology that her mother disapproved of a daily letter, and
she added wistfully, “I should like to write to you twice a day. Take
the will for the deed, and as you love me, be sure to continue yours
daily.”
And on the days the letter came, with eager trembling hands he seized
it, without waiting for the rest of his mail or his papers. With set
face, and quick nervous step, he would mount the stairs to his office,
lock his door and sit down to devour it. He would hold it in his hands
sometimes for ten minutes just to laugh and muse over it and try to
guess what new trick of phrase she had used to express her love. He
was surprised at her brilliance and wit. He had not held her so deep a
thinker on the serious things of life as these letters had showed, nor
had he noticed how keen her sense of humour. He was so busy looking at
her beautiful face, and drinking the love-light from her eyes, he had
overlooked these things when with her. Now they flashed on him as a new
treasure, that would enrich his life.
At the end of two weeks when the General had not answered his letter he
began to grow nervous. A vague feeling of fear grew on him. Something
had happened to darken his future. He felt it by a subtle telepathy of
sympathetic thought. He was gloomy and depressed all day after he had
received and feasted on the wittiest letter she had ever written. What
could it mean he asked himself a thousand times--some shadow had fallen
across their lives. He knew it as clearly as if the revelation of its
misery were already unfolded.
He went to the post-office on the next day he was to receive a letter,
crushed with a sense of foreboding. He waited until the mail was
all distributed and the general delivery window flung open before he
approached his box. He was afraid to look at her letter. He slowly
opened the box.
There was nothing in it!
“Sam, you’re not holding out my letter to tease me, old boy?” he asked
pathetically.
Sam was about to joke him about the uncertainties of love, when his eye
rested on his drawn face.
“Lord no, Charlie,” he protested, “you know I wouldn’t treat you like
that.”
“Then look again, you may have dropped it.”
Sam turned and looked carefully over the floor, over and under his desks
and tables and returned.
“No, but it may have been thrown into the wrong bag by that fool mail
clerk on the train. You may get it to-morrow.”
He turned away and walked to his office, forgetting his key in the open
box. The vague sense of calamity that weighed on his heart for the past
two days, now became a reality.
He sat in his office all the afternoon in a dull stupor of suspense. He
tried to read her last letter over. But the pages would get blurred and
fade out of sight, and he would wake to find he had been staring at one
sentence for an hour.
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