McLeod in his talk with her intimated that he had withdrawn from a
desire vaguely forming in his mind to get out of the filth of politics
altogether, sooner or later, influenced by her voice alone.
With subtle skill he played upon her vanity and jealousy, and at last
felt that he had entangled her so far he could dare a declaration of his
feelings. There was one element only in her mental make-up he feared.
She held tenaciously the old-fashioned romantic ideals of love. To
her it seemed a divine mystery linking the souls that felt it to the
infinite. If he could only destroy this divine mystery idea, he felt
sure that her sense of isolation, and her proud rebellion against
the disappointments of life would make her an easy prey to his
blandishments.
He searched his library over for a book that could scientifically
demonstrate the purely physical basis of love. He knew that somewhere in
his studies at a medical college in New York he had read it.
At last he discovered it among a lot of old magazines. It was a brief
study by a great physician of Paris, entitled “The Natural History of
Love.” He gave it to her, and asked her to read it and give him her
candid opinion of its philosophy.
He waited a week and on a Saturday when the Preacher was absent at
one of his county mission stations he called at the hotel for a long
afternoon’s talk. He determined to press his suit.
“Do you know, Mrs. Durham, what gives a preacher his boasted power of
the spirit over his audiences?” he inquired with a curious laugh in the
midst of which he changed his tone of voice.
“No, you are an expert on the diseases of preachers, what is it?”
“Very simple. Religion is founded on love, there never was a magnetic
preacher who was not a resistless magnet for scores of magnetic women.
If you don’t believe it, watch how resistless is the impulse of all
these good-looking women to shake hands with their preacher, and how
fondly they look at him across the pews if the crowd is too dense to
reach his hand.”
A frown passed over her face, and she winced at the thrust, yet her
answer was a surprising question to him.
“Do you really believe in anything, Allan?”
“You ask that?” he said leaning closer. “You whose great dark eyes look
through a man’s very soul?”
“I begin to think I have never seen yours. I doubt if you have a soul.”
“Well, what’s the use of a soul? I can’t satisfy the wants of my body.”
“Answer my question. Do you believe in anything?”
“Yes,” he replied, his voice sinking to a tense whisper, “I believe in
Woman,--in love.”
“In Woman?”
“Yes, Woman.”
“You mean women,” she sneered.
He started at her answer, looked intently at her, and said deliberately,
“I mean you, the One Woman, the only woman in the world to me.”
“I do not believe one word you have uttered, yet, I confess with shame,
you have always fascinated me.”
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