“Why didn’t she answer my last letter?” he continued. “Ah, that was
the best letter I ever wrote her. I put my soul in every word. I didn’t
believe the woman lived who could read such confessions and such worship
without reply; Surely she has a heart!”
When he went to the post-office next day he got a letter forwarded from
Hambright by the Preacher. It was postmarked Narragansett Pier, and
addressed in a bold masculine hand he had never seen before.
He tore it open, and inside found his last letter to Sallie Worth,
returned with the seal unbroken. He sprang to his feet with flashing
eyes, trembling from head to foot.
“Ah! they did not dare to let her receive another of my letters! So a
clerk returns it unopened,” he cried.
And a great lump rose in his throat as he thought of the scenes of the
past two weeks. The old fever and the old longing came rushing over
his prostrate soul now in resistless torrents: “How dare a strange hand
touch a message to her! I could strangle him. We will see now who wins
the fight.” He set his lips with determination, packed his valise, and
took the train for home without a word of farewell to the companions of
his revels.
When he reached Hambright he felt sure of a letter from her. A strange
joy filled his heart.
“I have either got a letter or she’s writing one to me this minute!” he
exclaimed.
He went to the post-office in a state of exhilaration. The letter was
not there. But it did not depress him.
“It is on the way,” he quickly said.
For two days, he remained in that condition of tense nervous excitement
and expectation, and on the following day he opened his box and found
his letter.
“I knew it!” he said with a thrill of joy that was half awe at the
remarkable confirmation he had received of their sympathy.
He hurried to his office and read the big precious message.
How its words burned into his soul! Every line seemed alive with her
spirit. How beautiful the sight of her handwriting! He kissed it again
and again. He read with bated breath. The address was double expressive,
because it contained the first words of abandoned tenderness with which
she had ever written to him, except in the concealed message dotted in
the note that broke their earlier correspondence.
“My Precious Darling:--I have gone through deep waters within the last
three weeks. I became so depressed and hungry to see you, I felt some
awful calamity was hanging over you and over me, and that it was my
fault. I could scarcely eat or sleep.
“I felt I should go mad if I did not speak and so I told Mama. She
sympathised tenderly with me but insisted I should not write. She is so
feeble I could not cross her. But Oh! the agony of it! Sometimes I saw
you drowning and stretching out your hands to me for help.
“Sometimes in my dreams I saw you fighting against overwhelming odds with
strong brutal men, whose faces were full of hate, and I could not reach
you.
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