“The culture I have received has simply multiplied a thousandfold my
capacity to suffer. But for the inspiration of your manhood I would have
ended my life in the river. In you, I saw a great light. I saw a man
really made in the image of God with mind and soul trained, with head
erect, seeing the weak prejudices of caste, which dare to call the
image of God clean or unclean in passion or pride.
“I lifted up my head and said, one such man redeems a world from infamy.
It’s worth while to live in a world honoured by one such man, for he is
the prophecy of more to come.”
He paused a moment, fidgeted with a piece of paper he had picked up from
the table and seemed at a loss for a word.
It never dawned on Lowell what he was driving at. He supposed, as a
matter of course, he was referring to his great speeches and was going
to ask for some promotion in a governmental department at Washington.
“I’m proud to have been such an inspiration to you, George. You know how
much I think of you. What is on your mind?” he asked at length.
“I have hidden it from every human eye, sir, I am afraid to breath it
aloud alone. I have only tried to sing it in song in an impersonal way.
Your wonderful words of late have emboldened me to speak. It is this--I
am madly, desperately in love with your daughter.”
Lowell sprang to his feet as though a bolt of lightning had suddenly
shot down his backbone. He glared at the negro with wide dilated eyes
and heaving breath as though he had been transformed into a leopard or
tiger and was about to spring at his throat.
Before answering, and with a gesture commanding silence, he walked
rapidly to the library door and closed it.
“And I have come to ask you,” continued Harris ignoring his gesture, “if
I may pay my addresses to her with your consent.”
“Harris, this is crazy nonsense. Such an idea is preposterous. I am
amazed that it should ever have entered your head. Let this be the end
of it here and now, if you have any desire to retain my friendship.”
Lowell said this with a scowl, and an emphasis of indignant rising
inflection. The negro seemed stunned by this swift blow in his very
teeth, that seemed to place him outside the pale of a human being.
“Why is such a hope unreasonable, sir, to a man of your scientific
mind?”
“It is a question of taste,” snapped Lowell.
“Am I not a graduate of the same university with you? Did I not stand as
high, and age for age, am I not your equal in culture?”
“Granted. Nevertheless you are a negro, and I do not desire the infusion
of your blood in my family.”
“But I have more of white than Negro blood, sir.”
“So much the worse. It is the mark of shame.”
“But it is the one drop of Negro blood at which your taste revolts, is
it not?”
“To be frank, it is.”
“Why is it an unpardonable sin in me that my ancestors were born under
tropic skies where skin and hair were tanned and curled to suit the
sun’s fierce rays?”
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