Noel rose with a discouraged air, and took his place at the side of the
tea-table, facing her. His resignation bespoke how habituated he had
become to these rebuffs. Juliette snubbed him; but he returned always,
like the poor dog who lies in wait all day for the time when his
caresses will not be inopportune. “You have told me very often during
the last few months, that I bother you. What have I done?” he asked.
“Nothing.”
“Well, then, why--?”
“My life is nothing more than a continual yawn,” answered the young
woman; “is it my fault? Do you think it very amusing to be your
mistress? Look at yourself. Does there exist another being as sad,
as dull as you, more uneasy, more suspicious, devoured by a greater
jealousy!”
“Your reception of me, my dear Juliette,” ventured Noel “is enough to
extinguish gaiety and freeze all effusion. Then one always fears when
one loves!”
“Really! Then one should seek a woman to suit oneself, or have her made
to order; shut her up in the cellar, and have her brought upstairs once
a day, at the end of dinner, during dessert, or with the champagne just
by way of amusement.”
“I should have done better not to have come,” murmured the advocate.
“Of course. I am to remain alone here, without anything to occupy me
except a cigarette and a stupid book, that I go to sleep over? Do you
call this an existence, never to budge out of the house even?”
“It is the life of all the respectable women that I know,” replied the
advocate drily.
“Then I cannot compliment them on their enjoyment. Happily, though, I
am not a respectable woman, and I can tell you I am tired of living
more closely shut up than the wife of a Turk, with your face for sole
amusement.”
“You live shut up, you?”
“Certainly!” continued Juliette, with increased bitterness. “Come, have
you ever brought one of your friends here? No, you hide me. When
have you offered me your arm for a walk? Never, your dignity would be
sullied, if you were seen in my company. I have a carriage. Have you
entered it half a dozen times? Perhaps; but then you let down the
blinds! I go out alone. I walk about alone!”
“Always the same refrain,” interrupted Noel, anger getting the better of
him, “always these uncalled for complaints. As though you had still to
learn the reason why this state of things exists.”
“I know well enough,” pursued the young woman, “that you are ashamed of
me. Yet I know many bigger swells then you, who do not mind being seen
with their mistresses. My lord trembles for his fine name of Gerdy that
I might sully, while the sons of the most noble families are not afraid
of showing themselves in public places in the company of the stupidest
of kept women.”
At last Noel could stand it no longer, to the great delight of Madame
Chaffour.
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