He had thought to give the girl a little bit of comfort; and he had not
only comforted her, but lifted her up into paradise, for the moment. A
whole flood tide of pleasure seemed to pour itself into Rotha's heart,
making her deaf and blind to what was around her or what Antoinette said.
She went up stairs like one on wings, with the blood tingling in every
corner of her frame. If she had known, or if Mr. Digby had guessed, what
that kiss was to cost her. But that is the way in this life; we start and
shiver at the entrance of what is to be a path of flowers to our feet;
and we welcome eagerly the sugared bait which is to bring us into a
network of difficulty.
There was an under current of different feeling however, in Rotha's mind;
and the two girls as they went up stairs were as great a contrast to each
other as could be imagined. The one carried a heart conscious of a secret
and growing weight; the other had scarce gravity enough to keep her to
the earth's surface. So the one tripped lightly on ahead, and the other
mounted slowly, rebelling inwardly at every step she set her foot upon.
What a long flight of stairs! and how heavily carpeted; and with what
massive balusters framed in. Nothing like it had Rotha ever seen, and she
set her teeth as she mounted. Arrived at last at the second floor,
Antoinette passed swiftly along to the foot of another flight. "There is
mamma's room," said she, pointing to an open door; "and that is mine,"
indicating a small room adjoining; "now here is yours." She had got to
the top, and preceded Rotha into the small room off the hall at the head
of the stairs.
It was very small, of course; furnished with sufficient neatness, but
certainly with old things. It was not like the rest of the house. That
was no matter; the furniture was still as good as Rotha had been
accustomed to in her best days, at home; yet she missed something. It
looked poor and bare, and very cramped. Perhaps one reason might be, that
the day was chill and dark and here were no signs of a fire, nor even a
place to make one; and _that_ luxury Rotha had never missed. Her mother
and she had kept scant fires at one time, it is true; but since Mr. Digby
had taken the oversight of their affairs, their rooms had been always
deliciously warm. Anyhow, the place made a cheerless impression on Rotha.
She took off her hat and mantle.
"Where are they to go?" she asked her companion.
"You can put the mantle in one of those drawers."
"Not my hat, though."
"Yes, you could, if you turn up the edges a little. O never mind; it'll
go somewhere, and you can't wear that hat any longer now. It's too cold.
Let us go down to mamma's room."
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