Rotha felt a sense of uneasiness growing upon her. She was not at home,
and nothing promised her that she ever would be, in this house. For
awhile she sat still where she was, looking and thinking; or rather
feeling; for thought was scarcely organized. She was tired at last of the
stillness, the ticking of the clock and the soft stir of the coals in the
grate or falling of ashes into the pan. She went down to the parlour
again, having a mind to become a little acquainted with her new
surroundings while she could make her observations unobserved; and
besides, that parlour was a study to Rotha; she had seen nothing like it.
She went down and took her seat upon an ottoman, and surveyed things. How
beautiful it all was, she thought; beyond imagination beautiful. The
colours and figures in the carpet; the rich crimsons and soft drabs, and
the thick, rich pile to the stuff, what a wonder they were to her. The
window curtains, hanging in stately folds and draperies of drab, with
broad bands of crimson satin shot through the tamer colour, how royal
they were! And did anybody ever see anything so magnificent as the glass
in the pier, which filled the space from floor to ceiling between those
royal draperies? The furniture was dark and polished, as to the wood;
covers of striped drilling hid what might be the beauty of cushions
beneath, and Rotha was not one of the sort that can lift a corner to see
what was hidden. There was enough not hidden, and she could wait. But as
her eye roved from one thing to another, her heart gathered fuel for a
fire that presently rivalled its more harmless neighbour in the grate; a
fierce, steady, intense glow of wrath and indignation. This was how her
mother's sister lived and had been living; and her mother in the poor
little rooms in Jane Street. Magnificence and luxury here; and there toil
and the bread of charity. And not a hand held out to help, nor love
enough to be called upon for it. Rotha's heart fed its fire with dark
displeasure. There was built up a barrier between her and her aunt, which
threatened perpetual severance. Kindness might break it down; Rotha was
open to kindness; but from this quarter she did not expect it. She bent
her determination however on behaving herself so as Mr. Digby had wished.
She would not shew what she thought. She would be quiet and polite and
unexcited, like him. Poor Rotha! The fire should burn in her, and yet she
would keep cool!
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