It was the most welcome order Rotha could have received. She went up to
Mrs. Mowbray's room, which she still inhabited, and took Bible and New
Testament and her newly acquired possession, which she found bore title,
"The Treasury of Scripture Knowledge," and sat down on the couch. It was
all so comfortable around her that Rotha paused to look and think and
enjoy. Hid away, she felt; safe and secure from all disturbances; her
aunt could not worry her, Antoinette could not even look at her; nobody
could interfere with her; and the good fairy of her life would come in
only to help and shelter her. The warm air; poor Rotha had been
inhabiting a region of frost, it must be remembered, material as well as
spiritual; the slight sweet perfume that pervaded the room and came,
Rotha knew not from what; the pretty, cosy look of the place, furniture,
fire, pictures and all;--Rotha sat looking and feeling in a maze of
astonishment. That all this should be, geographically, so near Mrs.
Busby's house! With a breath of admiring delight, at last Rotha turned to
her books. Yes, if she could get that question settled--
She opened her "Treasury of Scripture Knowledge" and found the fifth
chapter of Matthew; then the 24th verse. The first reference here was to
Mat. xviii. 15-17.
That does not tell me anything, thought Rotha. I cannot go to aunt Serena
and tell her her fault; it would be no use; and besides, that is what I
have done already, only not so, I suppose.--Then followed a passage from
Job and one from Proverbs, which did not, she thought, meet her case.
Then in Mark ix. 50 she found the command to "have peace one with
another." But what if I cannot? thought Rotha. Next, in Romans, the word
was "Recompense to no man evil for evil"; and, "If it be possible, as
much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men." This at first caused
some exultation, which evaporated upon further reflection. Had it not
been possible? If she had been patient, forgiving, sweet; if she had
spoken and looked accordingly; would there not have been peace? Her aunt
at least would have had nothing against her. Her own cause of grievance
would have remained; might she not have forgiven that? A resolute
negative answered this gentle suggestion of conscience; like Jonah in the
case of his gourd, Rotha said to herself she did well to be angry. At
least that Mrs. Busby deserved it; for conscience would not allow the
conclusion that she had done "well," at all. It was not as Mr. Digby
would have done. He was Rotha's living commentary on the word. She went
on. The next passage forbade going to law before unbelievers. Then came a
word or two from the first epistle of Timothy; an injunction to "pray
everywhere, lifting up holy hands, _without wrath_--"
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