"Don't you want to take it home with you, my dear?" she went on. "There
will be so many things to send from the store to-night that they will
never get to their destination; and I always like to make sure of a thing
when I have got it. Though you rarely make a mistake here," she added
graciously to the foreman who was waiting upon her.
Rotha took the bag, without a word, for she had not a thing to say; and
she dropped her package of gloves into it, for safe keeping and easy
transportation. Talk of riches! The thing is comparative. I question if
there was a millionaire's wife in the city that night who felt as
supremely rich as did Rotha with her bag and her gloves. She tried to say
a word of thanks to her kind friend when she got home; but Mrs. Mowbray
stopped her.
"Go to bed, my dear," she said, with a kiss, "and don't forget to hang up
your stocking. Are you comfortable up there?"
"Yes, ma'am--O yes!" Rotha answered as she went up the stairs.
Comfortable! She was alone in her room, all her roommates having gone
somewhere for the holidays; the whole house was warm; and Rotha shut her
door, and set her bag on a table, and sat down and looked at it; with her
heart growing big. Hang up her stocking! She! Had she not had Christmas
enough already?
It all worked oddly with Rotha. To the majority of natures, great
pleasure is found to work adversely to the entertaining of serious
thoughts or encouraging religious impressions. With her, grief seemed to
muddle all her spiritual condition, and joy cleared it up. She sat
looking at her treasures, looking mentally at the wonderful good things
that surrounded her, contrasted with her previous unhappiness; and the
whole generous truth of her nature was aroused. She ought to be such a
good girl! And by "goodness" Rotha did not mean an orderly getting of her
lessons. Conscience went a great deal further, enlightened by the
examples she had known of what was really good. Yes, her mother would
have forgiven her aunt; and Mr. Digby would never have been ill-mannerly
to her; and supposing him for once to be in such a condition of wrong, he
would go straight forward, she knew, to make amends, own the fault and
ask pardon. Further than that; for on both their parts such feeling and
action would have been but the outcome of their habitual lowly and loving
obedience to God. That she ought to be like them, Rotha knew; and tears
of sorrow rushed to her eyes to think she was not. "The goodness of God
leadeth thee to repentance," was the thought working in her; although she
did not clothe it in the Bible words.
What hindered?
"My ugly temper," said Rotha to herself; "my wickedness and badness."
What help?
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