Make herself a new heart? how could she? she could not; and yet, here the
words were, and they must mean something. And to be sure, she thought, a
man is said to build him a new house, who gets the carpenter to make it,
and never himself puts hand to tool. But cast away her transgressions?--
_that_ she could do, and she would. From that day forth. The next passage
was in the fifty first psalm; David's imploring cry that the Lord would
"create" in him "a new heart"; and then the lovely words in Jeremiah:--
"After those days, saith the Lord, I will put my law in their inward
parts, and write it in their hearts; and will be their God, and they
shall be my people."
Rotha shut her book. That was the very thing wanted. When the law of God
should be _in her heart_ so, then all would be right, and all would be
easy too. It is easy to do what is in one's heart. What beautiful words!
what exquisite promises! what tender meeting of the wants of weak and
sinful men! Rotha saw all this, and felt it. Ay, and she felt that every
vestige of excuse was gone for persistence in wrong; if God was so ready
to put in his hand of love and power to make things right. And one more
passage made this conclusively certain. It was the thirteenth verse of
the eleventh chapter of Luke.
The morning's work was a good one for Rotha. She made up her mind. That,
indeed, she had done before; now she took her stand with a clearer
knowledge of the ground and of the way in which the difficulties were to
be met. By a new heart, nothing less; a heart of flesh; which indeed she
could not create, but which she could ask for and hope for; and in the
mean time she must "cast away from her all her transgressions." No
compromise, and no delay. As to this anger at her aunt,--well, it was
there, and she could not put it out; but allow it and agree to it, or
give it expression, that she would not do.
She cast about her then for things to be done, neglected duties. No
studies neglected were on her conscience; there did occur to her some
large holes in the heels of her stockings. Rotha did not like mending;
however, here was duty. She got out the stockings and examined them. A
long job, and to her a hateful one, for the stockings had been neglected.
Rotha had but a little yarn to mend with; she sat down to the work and
kept at it until she had used up her last thread. That finished the
morning, for the stockings were fine, and the same feeling of duty which
made her take up the mending made her do it conscientiously.
The evening was spent happily over the stereoscope and Fergusson on
Architecture. Towards the end of it Mrs. Mowbray whispered to her,
"My dear, your aunt wishes you to spend a day with her; don't you think
it would be a good plan to go to-morrow? A thing is always more graceful
when it is done without much delay."
Rotha could but acquiesce.
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