The next day was filled with a white snow storm; with flurries of wind
and thick, driving atoms of frost, that chased everybody out of the
streets who was brought thither by anything short of stern business. A
lovely day to make the house and one's own room seem cosy and cheery. It
was positive delight to hear the sharp crystals beat on the window panes
and to see the swirling eddies and gusts of them as the wind carried them
by, almost in mass. It made quiet and warmth and comfort feel so much the
more delicious. Rotha had retreated to her room after breakfast and
betaken herself to her appointed work.
Her Bible had a new look to her. It was now not simply a book Mrs.
Mowbray had given her; that was half lost in the feeling that it was a
book God had given her. As such, something very dear and reverent,
precious and wonderful, and most sweet. Not any longer an awesome book of
adverse law, with which she was at cross purposes; but a letter of love,
containing the mind and will of One whom it was her utter pleasure to
obey. The change was so great, Rotha lingered a little, in admiring
contemplation of it; and then betook herself to the business in hand. How
should she do? She thought the best way would be to ask earnestly for
light on her duty; then to open the Bible and see what she could find.
She prayed her prayer, honestly and earnestly, but she hoped, quite as
earnestly, that it would not be her duty to let her aunt have her fine
stockings.
And here lies the one great difficulty in the way of finding what the
Bible really says on any given subject which concerns our action. Looking
through a red veil, you do not get the right colour of blue; and looking
through blue, you will easily turn gold into green. Or, to change the
figure; if your ears are filled with the din of passion or the clamour of
desire, the soft, fine voice of the Spirit in the word or in the heart is
easily drowned and lost. So says F?nelon, and right justly--"O how rare a
thing is it, to find a soul still enough to hear God speak!"
The other supposed difficulty, that the Bible does not speak directly of
the subject about which you are inquiring, does not hold good. It may be
true; nevertheless, as one or two notes, clearly heard, will give you the
whole chord, even so it is with this heavenly music of the Lord's will.
Rotha did not in the least know where to look for the decision she
wanted; she thought the best thing therefore would be to go on with that
same chapter of Matthew from which she had already got so much light. She
had done what in her lay to be "reconciled to her brother," alias her
aunt; she was all ready to go further. Would the next saying be as hard?
She read on, for a number of verses, without coming to anything that
touched her present purpose. Then suddenly she started. What was this?
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