The holidays were ended, and the girls came trooping back from their
various homes or places of pleasure. They came, as usual, somewhat
disorganized by idleness and license. Study went hard, and discipline
seemed unbearable; tempers were in an uncertain and irritable state.
Rotha hugged herself that she had her own little corner room, in which
she could be quite private and removed from all share in the dissensions
and murmurings, which she knew abounded elsewhere. It was a very little
room; but it held her and her books and her modest wardrobe too; and
Rotha bent herself to her studies with great ardour and delight. She knew
she was not popular among the girls; the very fact of her having a room
to herself would almost have accounted for that; "there was no reason on
earth why she should have it," as one of them said; and Mrs. Mowbray was
accused of favouritism. Furthermore, Rotha was declared to be "nobody,"
and known to be poor; there was no advantage to be gained by being her
adherent; and the world goes by advantage. Added to all which, she was
distancing in her studies all the girls near her own age, and becoming
known as the cleverest one in the house. No wonder Rotha had looks
askance and frequently the cold shoulder. Her temperament, however, made
her half unconscious of this, and when conscious, comfortably
independent. She was one of those natures which live a concentrated life;
loving deeply and seeking eagerly the good opinion of a few; to all the
rest of the world careless and superior. She was polite and pleasant in
her manners, which was easy, she was so happy; but she was hardly winning
or ingratiating; too independent; and too outspoken.
The rule was that at the ringing of a bell in the morning all the girls
should rise; and at the ringing of a second bell everybody should repair
to the parlours for prayers and reading the Bible. The interval between
the two bells was amply sufficient to allow the most fastidious dresser
to make her toilette. But the hour was early; and the rousing bell an
object of great detestation; also, it may be said, the half hour given to
the Scriptures and prayer was a weariness if not to the flesh to the
spirit, of many in the family. So it sometimes happened that one and
another was behind time, and came into the parlour while the reading was
going on, or after prayers were over. Mrs. Mowbray remarked upon this
once or twice. Then came an outbreak; which allowed Rotha to see a new
side of her friend's character, or to see it more plainly than
heretofore. It was one morning a week or two after school had begun
again; a cold morning in January. The gas was lit in the parlours; Mrs.
Mowbray was at the table with her books; the girls seated in long lines
around the rooms, each with a Bible.
"Where is Miss Bransome?" Mrs. Mowbray asked, looking along the lines of
faces. "And Miss Dunstable?"
Nobody spoke.
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