For a while Rotha's mind was in a tumult of confusion. If Mrs. Mowbray
knew where she was at that minute! She had had no chance to write to her.
If she only knew! What then? she could not help matters. O but she could!
Mrs. Mowbray could always find help. Love that would not rest, energy
that would not tire, a power of will that would not be denied, and a
knowledge and command of men and things which enabled her always to lay
her hand on the right means and apply them; all this belonged to Mrs.
Mowbray, and made her the most efficient of helpers. But just now,
doubtless, the affairs of her own house laid full claim to all her
energies; and then, she did not know about Rotha's circumstances. How
strange, thought Rotha, that she does not--that things should have come
together so that she cannot! I seem to be cut off designedly from her,
and from everybody.
There crept slowly into her heart the recollection that there was One who
did know the whole; and if there were design in the peculiar collocation
of events, as who could doubt, it was _His_ design. This gave a new view
of things. Rotha looked round on the dingy car, dingy because so dimly
lighted; filled, partly filled, with dusky figures; and wondered if one
there were so utterly alone as she, and marvelled greatly why she had
been brought into such a strange position. Separated from everything!
Then her Russia bag rebuked her, for her Bible was in it. Not separated
from God, whose message was there; perhaps, who knows? she was to come
closer to him, in the default of all other friends. She remembered the
words of a particular psalm which not long ago had been read at morning
prayers and commented on by Mrs. Mowbray; it came home to her now.
"I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help. My
help cometh from the Lord, who made heaven and earth."
If he made heaven and earth, he surely can manage them. And Mrs. Mowbray
had said, that whoever could honestly adopt and say those first words of
the psalm, might take to himself also all the following. Then how it went
on!--
"He will not suffer thy foot to be moved; he that keepeth thee will not
slumber. Behold, he that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep."
The tears rushed into Rotha's eyes. So he would watch the night train in
which she journeyed, and let no harm come to it without his pleasure. The
words followed,--
"The Lord is thy keeper: the Lord is thy shade upon thy right hand; the
sun shall not smite thee by day, nor the moon by night. The Lord shall
preserve thee from all evil, he shall preserve thy soul. The Lord shall
preserve thy going out and thy coming in, from this time forth, and even
for evermore."
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