Evening was falling, but Rotha was not afraid any more. Her corner room
under the roof seemed to her now one of the safest places in the world.
Not undefended, nor unwatched, nor alone. She shut and locked her door,
and felt that inside that door things were pleasant enough. Beyond it,
however, the prospect had grown very sombre, and the girl was greatly
disheartened. She sat down by the open window, and watched the light fade
and the spring day finish its course. The air was balmier than ever, even
warm; the lights were tender, the shadows soft; the hues in earth and sky
delicate and varied and dainty exceedingly. And as the evening closed in
and the shades grew deeper, there was but a change from one manner of
loveliness to another; till the outlines of the tulip tree were dimly
distinguishable, and the stars were blinking down upon her with that
misty brightness which is all spring mists and vapours allow them. Yes,
up here it was pleasant. But how in the world, Rotha questioned, was she
to get along with the further conditions of her life here? And what would
she become, she herself, in these coarse surroundings of companionship
and labour? Either it will ruin me, or it will do me a great deal of
good, thought she. If I do not lose all I have gained at Mrs. Mowbray's,
and sink down into unrefined and hard ways of acting and feeling, it will
be because I keep close to the Lord's hand and he makes me gentler and
purer and humbler and sweeter by all these things. Can he? I suppose he
can, and that he means to do it. I must take care I put no hindrance. I
had better live in the study of the Bible.
Very, very sorrowful tears and drooping of heart accompanied these
thoughts; for to Rotha's fancy she was an exile, for an indefinite time,
from everything pleasant in the way of home or society. When at last she
rose up and shut the window, meaning to strike a light and go on with her
Bible study, she found that in the disagreeable excitement of the talk at
supper she had forgotten to provide herself with lamp or candle. She
could not go down in the dark through the empty house to fetch them now;
and with a momentary shiver she reflected that she could not get them in
the night if she wanted them. Then she remembered--"The darkness and the
light are both alike to Thee." What matter, whether she had a lamp or
not? The chariots of fire and horses of fire that made a guard round
Elisha, were independent of all earthly help or illumination. Rotha grew
quiet. As she could do nothing else, she undressed by the light of the
stars and went to bed; and slept as sweetly as those who are watched by
angels should, the long night through.
CHAPTER XXVI.
ROTHA'S WORK.
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