The Letters of Robert Louis Stevenson — Volume 1Stevenson, Robert Louis
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The Letters of Robert Louis Stevenson — Volume 1
Stevenson, Robert Louis
Authors, Scottish -- 19th century -- Correspondence; Stevenson, Robert Louis, 1850-1894 -- Correspondence
It is strange, a little before the first word you sent me—so late—kindly
late, I know and feel—I was thinking in my bed, when I knew you I had six
friends—Bob I had by nature; then came the good James Walter—with all his
failings—the _gentleman_ of the lot, alas to sink so low, alas to do so
little, but now, thank God, in his quiet rest; next I found Baxter—well
do I remember telling Walter I had unearthed ‘a W.S. that I thought would
do’—it was in the Academy Lane, and he questioned me as to the Signet’s
qualifications; fourth came Simpson; somewhere about the same time, I
began to get intimate with Jenkin; last came Colvin. Then, one black
winter afternoon, long Leslie Stephen, in his velvet jacket, met me in
the _Spec._ by appointment, took me over to the infirmary, and in the
crackling, blighting gaslight showed me that old head whose excellent
representation I see before me in the photograph. Now when a man has six
friends, to introduce a seventh is usually hopeless. Yet when you were
presented, you took to them and they to you upon the nail. You must have
been a fine fellow; but what a singular fortune I must have had in my six
friends that you should take to all. I don’t know if it is good Latin,
most probably not: but this is enscrolled before my eye for Walter:
_Tandem e nubibus in apricum properat_. Rest, I suppose, I know, was all
that remained; but O to look back, to remember all the mirth, all the
kindness, all the humorous limitations and loved defects of that
character; to think that he was young with me, sharing that
weather-beaten, Fergussonian youth, looking forward through the clouds to
the sunburst; and now clean gone from my path, silent—well, well. This
has been a strange awakening. Last night, when I was alone in the house,
with the window open on the lovely still night, I could have sworn he was
in the room with me; I could show you the spot; and, what was very
curious, I heard his rich laughter, a thing I had not called to mind for
I know not how long.
I see his coral waistcoat studs that he wore the first time he dined in
my house; I see his attitude, leaning back a little, already with
something of a portly air, and laughing internally. How I admired him!
And now in the West Kirk.
I am trying to write out this haunting bodily sense of absence; besides,
what else should I write of?
Yes, looking back, I think of him as one who was good, though sometimes
clouded. He was the only gentle one of all my friends, save perhaps the
other Walter. And he was certainly the only modest man among the lot.
He never gave himself away; he kept back his secret; there was always a
gentle problem behind all. Dear, dear, what a wreck; and yet how
pleasant is the retrospect! God doeth all things well, though by what
strange, solemn, and murderous contrivances!
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