"So you shirk your responsibility, do you?" Allen looked at her so
reproachfully, and spoke with such quiet firmness that she ceased her
bantering.
"What responsibility am I shirking?" she demanded.
"Me; I am the greatest responsibility you have, and you are neglecting
me shamefully."
Alice gave evidence of becoming amused again, but he gravely checked
her.
"For once I am serious, if you can be made to believe it. When we met so
accidentally in Washington--well, I was a joke then, I admit; but it's
different now. You gave me some new ideas to think about, and the more
I've thought about them the more I've seen things your way. And ever
since then I've tried hard to do what I thought would please you. But
now I'm sick of the whole thing. It may be all my fault; but, anyhow, I
wish I were well out of it."
"Why, Allen Sanford!" Her voice showed astonishment and reproach.
"I do," he insisted. "I'd give a whole lot right now if I knew that I
never had to go back to the office again."
Alice was genuinely shocked. "I can't understand you," she said,
soberly. "If you had felt this way at the beginning, I shouldn't have
been so much surprised; but now, just when you are getting to a point
where you could be useful to father and to yourself, you begin to show
the white feather."
"You mustn't say that, Alice," the boy replied, quickly, his tone
showing that she hurt him. "It isn't quitting; it's a question of
whether or not I am fitted for business--but you mustn't say that I am
showing the white feather. I shan't let even you say that."
"Father says you are making a splendid start." She tried to atone in
part for her severity. "That ought to mean a lot to you, for he is a
hard man to satisfy."
"Did he say that?" Allen replied, temporarily mollified. "That does mean
a whole lot to me; but it's all your doing, and you must take the
responsibility. Good or bad, I'm your business creation, and you must
stand by it."
"No, Allen; you mustn't put it that way. You settled the matter for
yourself when you took the stand you did with your father. Of course I'm
more than interested to see you make good, but it isn't for me to accept
either the responsibility or the credit."
"We never should have had that scrap if it hadn't been for you. I
shouldn't have had the nerve."
"Oh, don't say that," she begged.
"It was a good thing all right," he hastened to reassure her. "Except
for that, I should still be wearing pinafores, and it's as much better
for the pater as it is for me to have shed them. I'd probably like
business all right if I understood the blamed thing; but it isn't the
whole show, you know."
"Isn't the business end enough?" she asked, quietly. "It is for me. I
can't tell you how much real pleasure I'm getting out of this little
scheme father has turned over to me. It makes all the other things
which I had tired of seem more interesting."
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