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I could not help laughing at these remarks; but the poor "forced one"
remained unmoved; and only after some silence, he observed, turning
towards me:
"I have never even confronted the Russians. I merely received the
punishment of the criminal, without being one, or venturing my all in my
people's cause. I was very young, when I was transported to
Siberia--little more than nineteen years old. My father had died early. I
managed our small property, and a cousin of mine, a pretty girl, sixteen
years old, lived at our house. Indeed, I had no thoughts of politics. It
is true I wore the national costume, perused our poets, especially
Mickiewicz and Slowaski, and had on the wall of my bedroom a portrait of
Kosciuszko. For such kind of high treason even the Russian Government
would not have crushed me in ordinary times--but it was the year 1848.
'Nicolai Pawlowitch' had not sworn in vain that if the whole of Europe was
in flames, no spark should arise in his empire--and by streams of blood
and tears, he achieved his object. Wherever a young Polish noble lived who
was suspected of revolutionary tendencies, repeated domiciliary searches
were made; and if only a single prohibited book was found, the dread fiat
went forth, 'To Siberia with him!'
"In my own case it came like a thunderbolt. I was already in Siberia, and
could not yet realize my misery. During the whole long journey I was more
or less delirious. I hoped for a speedy liberation, for I was altogether
innocent, and at that time," he continued with a bitter smile, "I yet
believed in God. When all hope became extinct, I began madly to rave, but
finally settled down utterly crushed and callous. It was a fearful
state--for weeks together, all my past life seemed a complete blank, at
most I still remembered my name. This, sir, is literally true: Siberia is
a very peculiar place."
The poor fellow had sunk down upon a bench, his hands rested powerless in
his lap. I never have seen a face so utterly worn and pain-stricken. After
a while he continued:
"Ten years had thus passed away; at least, I was told so--I had long
ceased to count the days of my misery. For what purpose should I have done
so?
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