I might have been perfectly happy had I resisted the opportunity of
gaming; but I could not long withstand the temptation of joining the
lackeys and pages, who were at cards almost the whole of the day. At
first I spent only now and then a quarter of an hour with them, or half
an hour at the utmost; but when I found that my natural inclination for
this cursed habit was not sufficiently satisfied by day, I was induced
to steal from my master’s house in the night-time, as soon as I believed
him to be asleep, for the purpose of joining my companions at the Hotel,
with whom I generally remained until sun-rise the next morning. If my
master had been informed of my conduct, he would undoubtedly have
horse-whipped me handsomely; but no one apprized him of it, for fear of
getting me into trouble. Meantime I lost all the money that I had earned
in the execution of commissions, without losing my taste for gaming; on
the contrary, my desire for play increased daily, and I was induced to
steal to supply me with means; this I had never yet been guilty of,
although I well knew, that from my master downwards, all the servants in
the Hotel were in the habit of appropriating to their own use every
thing they could lay their hands on. Every one took good care of
himself, and what is more surprising, though they were all well aware of
each other’s practices, no one ever impeached the rest, but kept the
secret which equally affected them all.
Though I had not been a gamester from inclination, and though I had not
been from nature eagerly disposed to possess myself of the property of
another, these examples alone would have been more than sufficient to
corrupt me I soon began, therefore, to follow the fashion; I cast my
eyes with eagerness all over the house, and whatever I could pilfer
without being observed, was soon converted into money; but,
unfortunately for me, I had no sooner acquired it, than I lost it again
at play.
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