The life and correspondence of Sir Anthony Panizzi, K.C.B., Vol. 2 (of 2): Late principal librarian of the British museum, senator of Italy, etc.Fagan, Louis
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The life and correspondence of Sir Anthony Panizzi, K.C.B., Vol. 2 (of 2): Late principal librarian of the British museum, senator of Italy, etc.
Fagan, Louis
Panizzi, Anthony, Sir, 1797-1879
myself and our common cause, therefore I have decided not to make
an application on any terms. There still remains one honourable
way of leaving my prison. By going to America my personal dignity
would not suffer, for it is the Government who offers, not I who
ask. It will do no harm to the common cause; for though it may
appear that in leaving I show a want of confidence in the country,
yet I shall give no grounds for suspicion that in remaining I wish
to ask or accept pardon. Oh, my dear sir, in this prison I am
daily losing intelligence, conscience, and all human feeling, and
the thought that for the last seven years I have lived on other
people’s charity breaks my heart and aggravates my troubles. This
state of things is insupportable. To escape from it a year ago I
ran great risk, and now I would go not only to the Argentine
Republic or Patagonia, but even to Victoria or the Pole. I never
had any intention of settling abroad, but would remain there as
short a time as possible, returning to Europe and Piedmont, there
to meet my poor wife and beloved son, and live on the fruits of my
own labour. It would merely be banishment to Piedmont with the
preliminary conditions of twice crossing the ocean, even for those
who could not return so soon to Europe, the journey would not be
altogether an evil, for either our country would remain as it is
(and the Argentine Republic would be preferable to a prison), or
matters will change for the better, and then they could at any
time return home. This opinion seems reasonable to me; but on
perusing Mr. Panizzi’s letter, I am so impressed by his authority
that I have hesitated. I have racked my brains to find reasons for
the contrary, and have found none to satisfy me. The Convention
has not met with favour in this country for I believe two
reasons—prejudice against a Government which, being hated, cannot
please in what it does, and also from sheer ignorance, which
associates the ideas of a disastrous and interminable journey to a
country haunted by yellow fever and infested with savages and all
sorts of horrors. None but the ignorant multitude would attach
importance to such rumours. Many have tried to persuade me that
once despatched to those regions we should never be allowed to
return, and that the Convention has been artfully drawn up to lead
us into a trap. Abiding, however, by the first and trustworthy
information which you, Sir, most kindly imparted to my wife, I
still believe that the man who does not accept the conditions of a
colonist (and who lets the Government know that he wants nothing
from it, but will live at his own expense) could not be compelled
to submit to any restrictions, but might remain or return at his
own pleasure. It is quite just that a colonist who contracts a
debt should be watched, and not allowed to depart without
satisfying all claims; but he who accepts nothing owes nothing. It
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