"Soon after my return from the aforesaid journey, I had to experience
a very severe trial and affliction in the removal of my dearly
beloved wife. She was taken down with a cold, and although, for a
number of days, we had no anticipation of danger from her complaint,
yet about five days after she was taken, the disorder appeared
to settle on her lungs, and it brought on an inflammation which
terminated in a dissolution of her precious life, on the ninth day
from the time she was taken ill. She had but little bodily pain, yet
as she became weaker, she suffered from shortness of breathing; but
before her close, she became perfectly tranquil and easy, and passed
away like a lamb, as though entering into a sweet sleep, without sigh
or groan, or the least bodily pain, on the 17th of Third month, 1829:
And her precious spirit, I trust and believe, has landed safely on
the angelic shore, 'where the wicked cease from troubling, and the
weary are at rest.' To myself, to whom she was a truly affectionate
wife, and to our children, whom she endeavored, by precept and
example, to train up in the paths of virtue, and to guard and keep
out of harm's way, her removal is a great and irreparable loss: and
nothing is left to us in that behalf, but a confident belief and an
unshaken hope, that our great loss is her still greater gain; and
although the loss and trial, as to all my external blessings, are
the greatest I have ever met with, or ever expect to have to endure,
yet I have a hope, that, though separated, I may be preserved from
mourning or complaining; and that I may continually keep in view
the unmerited favour dispensed to us, by being preserved together
fifty-eight years in one unbroken bond of endeared affection, which
seemed if possible to increase with time to the last moment of her
life; and which neither time nor distance can lessen or dissolve; but
in the spiritual relation I trust it will endure for ever, where all
the Lord's redeemed children are one in him, who is God over all, in
all, and through all, blessed forever. She was buried on the 19th,
and on this solemn occasion, the Lord, who is strength in weakness,
enabled me to bear a public and, I trust, a profitable testimony to
the virtues and excellences of her long and consistent life."[191]
[191] "Journal," p 425.
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