It has been often remarked, that old men do not feel so acutely the loss
of relations and friends, as those who are of a less advanced age. But
this was not the case with Fuseli; for, although now in his eighty-first
year, his faculties were unimpaired, and he still possessed a great
degree of sensibility. As one friend dropped into the grave after
another, he felt the loss of each, and constantly exclaimed, "It is my
turn next," advising me at the same time, as I advanced in life, to
cultivate the friendship of men younger than myself, that I might not be
left without friends in old age. Although when a younger man he appeared
to his acquaintances to cling much to life, yet now when he spoke of
death, it was without fearful forebodings. "Death," he used to say, "is
nothing; it is the pain and feebleness of body under a lingering
disease, which often precedes death, that I dread; for, at my time of
life, I can look forward but to a day, and that passes quickly." The
following extract of a letter to the Countess of Guilford, dated the
17th of November 1821, and written on his return to London with Mrs.
Fuseli, after they had passed some time at Brighton, will further show
his feelings on this subject.
"Taciti, soli, e senza compagnia.
"We jogged on, though at a swifter pace than Dante and his guides,
sympathising (one at least,) with autumn's deciduous beauty, and
whispering to every leaf the eye caught falling, _Soon_ shall I
follow thee!
"Indeed, were it not for those I should leave behind, I would not
care _if now_."
Mr. Roscoe this year (1821) visited London. From Fuseli's advanced age,
and Mr. Roscoe's weakness of body, the former anticipated that it would
be the last time they should meet--which anticipation, I believe, was
realized. A day or two after Mr. Roscoe's arrival, I received the
following note from Fuseli.
"Sunday, 11th February, 1821.
"MY DEAR SIR,
"Old Mr. Roscoe is in town for a few days at his son Robert's
house, No. 6, Dyer's Buildings, Holborn: I am to dine with them on
_Tuesday_, at five: Robert came to invite you to the party, but
finding you were out of town to-day, requested me to do it for him.
You cannot do a thing more agreeable to them or me than comply with
our request, if disengaged; and as it probably may be the last time
you will see Mr. Roscoe in London, I hope you will suffer no
trifling engagement to deprive us of you.
"Ever,
"Henry Fuseli."
"We may go together."
"To John Knowles, Esq."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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