The Life & Letters of Peter Ilich TchaikovskyChaikovskii, Modest
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The Life & Letters of Peter Ilich Tchaikovsky
Chaikovskii, Modest
Composers -- Russia -- Biography; Tchaikovsky, Peter Ilich, 1840-1893
“When we read the autobiographies or memoirs of great men, we
frequently find that their thoughts and impressions--and more
especially their artistic sentiments--are such as we ourselves have
experienced and can therefore fully understand. There is only one
who is incomprehensible, who stands alone and aloof in his
greatness--Leo Tolstoi. Yet often I feel angry with him: I almost
hate him. Why, I ask myself, should this man, who more than all his
predecessors has power to depict the human soul with such wonderful
harmony, who can fathom our poor intellect and follow the most
secret and tortuous windings of our moral nature--why must he needs
appear as a preacher, and set up to be our teacher and guardian?
Hitherto he has succeeded in making a profound impression by the
recital of simple, everyday events. We might read between the lines
his noble love of mankind, his compassion for our helplessness, our
mortality and pettiness. How often have I wept over his words
without knowing why!... Perhaps because for a moment I was brought
into contact--through his medium--with the Ideal, with absolute
happiness, and with humanity. Now he appears as a commentator of
texts, who claims a monopoly in the solution of all questions of
faith and ethics. But through all his recent writings blows a
chilling wind. We feel a tremor of fear at the consciousness that
he, too, is a mere man; a creature as much puffed up as ourselves
about ‘The End and Aim of Life,’ ‘The Destiny of Man,’ ‘God,’ and
‘Religion’; and as madly presumptuous, as ineffectual as some
ephemera born on a summer’s day to perish at eventide. Once
Tolstoi was a Demigod. Now he is only a Priest.... Tolstoi says
that formerly, knowing nothing, he was mad enough to aspire to
teach men out of his ignorance. He regrets this. Yet here he is
beginning to teach us again. Then we must conclude he is no longer
ignorant. Whence this self-confidence? Is it not foolish
presumption? The true sage knows only that he knows nothing.”
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