The Life & Letters of Peter Ilich TchaikovskyChaikovskii, Modest
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The Life & Letters of Peter Ilich Tchaikovsky
Chaikovskii, Modest
Composers -- Russia -- Biography; Tchaikovsky, Peter Ilich, 1840-1893
circumstance--in almost all our letters the question of money crops
up. Of course it is not a degradation for an artist to accept money
for his trouble; but, besides labour, a work such as you now wish
me to undertake demands a certain degree of what is called
inspiration, and at the present moment this is not at my disposal.
I should be guilty of artistic dishonesty were I to abuse my
technical skill and give you false coin in exchange for true--only
with a view to improving my pecuniary situation.
“At the present moment I am absorbed in the symphony[50] I began
during the winter. I should like to dedicate it to you, because I
believe you would find in it an echo of your most intimate thoughts
and emotions. Just now any other work would be a burden--work, I
mean, that would demand a certain mood and change of thought. Added
to this, I am in a very nervous, worried and irritable state,
highly unfavourable to composition, and even my symphony suffers in
consequence.”
Tchaikovsky’s refusal did not offend Frau von Meck; on the contrary, she
was deeply grateful for his honourable and straightforward explanation.
The incident only served to strengthen the friendship between them, and
the result of their closer and more outspoken intercourse was a
remittance of 3,000 roubles to pay his debts. Having made herself his
sole creditor, she now became his benefactress and patroness, and from
this time forward took charge of his material welfare. But not only in
this way did she warm and brighten the course of Tchaikovsky’s life; of
greater value was the deep sympathy in which her generosity had its
root, a sympathy which shows in every line of her letters.
“I am looking after you for my own sake,” she wrote. “My most
precious beliefs and sympathies are in your keeping; your very
existence gives me so much enjoyment, for life is the better for
your letters and your music; finally, I want to keep you for the
service of the art I adore, so that it may have no better or
worthier acolyte than yourself. So, you see, my thought for your
welfare is purely egotistical and, so long as I can satisfy this
wish, I am happy and grateful to you for accepting my help.”
II
_To Anatol Tchaikovsky._
“GLIEBOVO, _June_ 23_rd_ (July 5_th_), 1877.
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