The Life & Letters of Peter Ilich TchaikovskyChaikovskii, Modest
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The Life & Letters of Peter Ilich Tchaikovsky
Chaikovskii, Modest
Composers -- Russia -- Biography; Tchaikovsky, Peter Ilich, 1840-1893
“This evening we wandered through the streets. How beautiful! A
mild evening; the life and bustle of the thoroughfares; the
brilliant illumination of the shop-windows! What fun it is to mix
with the crowd, unknown and unrecognised! Italy is beginning to
cast over me her magic spell. I feel so free here, so cheerful,
amid the turmoil and hum of life.
“But in spite of the enjoyments of life in Italy, in spite of the
good effect it has upon me--I am, and shall ever be, faithful to my
Russia. Do you know, I have never yet come across anyone so much in
love with Mother Russia--especially Great Russia--as myself? The
verses by Lermontov which you sent me only depict one side of our
native land: that indefinable charm which lies in our modest,
plain, poor, but wide and open landscape. I go further. I am
passionately devoted to the Russian people, to the language, to the
Russian spirit, to the fine Russian type of countenance and to
Russian customs. Lermontov says frankly: ‘the sacred traditions of
our past’ do not move his soul. I love these traditions. I believe
my sympathy for the Orthodox faith, the tenets of which have long
been undermined in me by destructive criticism, has its source in
my innate affection for its national element. I could not say what
particular virtue or quality it is which endears Russia and the
Russians to me. No doubt such qualities exist. A lover, however,
does not love for such reasons, but because he cannot help himself.
“This is why I feel so angry with those among us who are ready to
perish of hunger in a garret in Paris, and who seem to enjoy
running down everything Russian; who can spend their whole lives
abroad without regret, on the grounds that there are fewer comforts
to be had in Russia. I hate these people; they trample in the mud
all that to me is inexpressibly precious and sacred.
“But to return to Italy. It would be a heavy punishment to be
condemned to spend my life in this beautiful land; but a temporary
sojourn here is another matter. Everything in Italy exercises a
charm for one who is travelling for health and relaxation.... This
conviction has so gained ground with me that I am beginning to
wonder if, instead of going to Switzerland, it might not be better
to visit Naples. Naples continually beckons and calls to me! I have
not yet definitely decided. It will be wiser to think it over. Of
course I shall let you know the result of my reflections in good
time.
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