The Life & Letters of Peter Ilich TchaikovskyChaikovskii, Modest
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The Life & Letters of Peter Ilich Tchaikovsky
Chaikovskii, Modest
Composers -- Russia -- Biography; Tchaikovsky, Peter Ilich, 1840-1893
Just as a few years earlier he continued his work in the Ministry of
Justice in spite of its monotony, and kept up his social ties as though
he were waiting until a complete disgust for his empty and aimless life
should bring about a revulsion, so it was with him now. Although his
duties at the Conservatoire were repugnant to him, and he often
complained of the drawbacks of town life, which interfered with his
creative work, he went on in his usual course, as though afraid that his
need of excitement and pleasure was not quite satisfied, and might break
out anew.
The time for the realisation of his dream of complete freedom was not
yet come. Moscow was still necessary to his everyday life, and was not
altogether unpleasant to him. He was still dependent on his
surroundings. To break with them involved many considerations. Above
all, he must have emancipated himself, although in a friendly way, from
the influence of Nicholas Rubinstein. This was the first step to take in
the direction of liberty. With all his affection and gratitude, with all
his respect for Rubinstein as a man and an artist, he suffered a good
deal under the despotism of this truest and kindest of friends. From
morning till night he had to conform to his will in all the trifling
details of daily existence, and this was the more unbearable because
their ideas with regard to hours and occupations differed in most
respects.
Tchaikovsky had already made two attempts to leave Rubinstein and take
rooms of his own. But only now was he able to carry out his wish.
Nicholas Rubinstein absolutely stood in need of companionship, and
Tchaikovsky was fortunate in finding someone, in the person of N. A.
Hubert, ready and willing to take his place.
So it chanced that Tchaikovsky reached his thirty-second year before he
began to lead an entirely independent existence. His delight at finding
himself the sole master of his little flat of three rooms was
indescribable. He took the greatest pains to make his new home as
comfortable as possible with the small means at his disposal. His
decorations were not sumptuous: a portrait of Anton Rubinstein, given to
him by the painter Madame Bonné in 1865; a picture of Louis XVII. in the
house of the shoemaker Simon, given to him by Begichev in Paris; a large
sofa and a few cheap chairs, comprised the composer’s entire worldly
goods.
He now engaged a servant, named Michael Sofronov. Tchaikovsky never lost
sight of this man, although he was afterwards replaced by his brother
Alexis, who played rather an important part in his master’s life.
At this time the composer’s income was slightly increased. His salary at
the Conservatoire rose to 1,500 roubles a year (£150), while from the
sale of his works, and from the Russian Musical Society,[27] he received
about 500 roubles more.
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