Judson, Adoniram, 1788-1850; Missionaries -- Burma -- Biography; Missionaries -- United States -- Biography
“They had sailed for Chittagong, a passage which should have been made
in ten or twelve days, at farthest. He had, therefore, prepared
himself for only a few weeks’ absence from home. When the vessel put
in at Cheduba, the nervous affection of his head and eyes, occasioned
at first by low diet, had so much increased by exhaustion and lack of
food, that he was unable to go on shore. When they approached the
Coromandel coast, and again encountered contrary winds, they were
reduced to almost the last extremity, and the constitution of Mr.
Judson sank under these accumulated hardships. The mouldy, broken
rice, which they picked up from native vessels, and this in small
quantities, with a limited supply of water, was their sole sustenance
for three or four weeks. He was accustomed to look back on his
sufferings at this time with a feeling of horror scarcely equalled by
his reminiscences of Ava. Here he was alone, in a state of passive,
monotonous suffering, with no one to share his sympathies, and nothing
to arouse his energies. His scanty wardrobe, prepared for a trip of
ten or twelve days, had been long since exhausted, and what with
starvation, filth, pain, and discouragement, he became unable to leave
his berth. At last he was attacked by a slow fever, and turning in
disgust from his little mess of dirty rice, he begged continually for
water! water! water! without ever obtaining enough to quench, even for
a moment, his devouring thirst. At length the little vessel came to
anchor in the mud of Masulipatam, some two or three miles from the
low, uninviting beach, and the captain came to inquire if he would be
taken on shore. The fact that they were near land seemed to him an
incredible thing, a kind of dreamy illusion too fanciful to interest
him. After some urging, however, he became sufficiently roused to
pencil a note, which he addressed to ‘any English resident of
Masulipatam,’ begging only for a place on shore to die. After a little
while, one of the men came below, to tell him that a boat was
approaching from the shore. He now succeeded in crawling to the window
of his cabin, from which he plainly distinguished, in the rapidly
moving boat, both the red coat of the military and the white jacket of
the civilian. In the first thrill of joyful surprise, the sudden
awakening of hope and pleasure, he threw himself on his knees and
wept. Before his new friends were fairly on board, he had succeeded in
gaining some little self-control; but he added, his voice faltering
and his eyes filling with tears as he related the incident to Mrs.
Judson, ‘The white face of an Englishman never looked to me so
beautiful, so like my conception of what angel faces are, as when
these strangers entered my cabin.’ They were very much shocked at his
visible wretchedness: he was haggard, unshaven, dirty, and so weak
that he could with difficulty support his own weight. Their earnest
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