Judson, Adoniram, 1788-1850; Missionaries -- Burma -- Biography; Missionaries -- United States -- Biography
communication in profound silence, and with that air which I have
observed to come upon him when he takes a thing into serious
consideration. Soon after I hinted our intention of leaving Rangoon,
since the emperor had virtually prohibited the propagation of the
Christian religion, and no Burman, under such circumstances, would
dare to investigate, much less to embrace it. This intelligence
evidently roused him, and showed us that we had more interest in his
heart than we thought. ‘Say not so,’ said he; ‘there are some who will
investigate, notwithstanding; and rather than have you quit Rangoon, I
will go myself to the Mangen teacher, and have a public dispute. I
know I can silence him. I know the truth is on my side.’ ‘Ah,’ said I,
‘you may have a tongue to silence him, but he has a pair of fetters
and an iron mall to tame you. Remember that.’ This was the substance
of our conversation, though much more prolix; and he left us about
nine o’clock at night.
“This interview furnished matter for conversation till past midnight,
and kept us awake much of the remainder of the night. Perhaps, on
arriving in Rangoon, we shall find the disciples firm, and some others
seriously inquiring. Perhaps we shall discover some appearances of a
movement of the divine Spirit. Perhaps the Lord Jesus has a few chosen
ones, whom He intends to call in, under the most unpropitious and
forbidding circumstances. Perhaps he intends to show that it is not by
might nor by power, but by His Spirit. In a word, perhaps in the last
extremity, God will help us. Ought we, then, hastily to forsake the
place? Ought we to desert those of the disciples that we can not take
with us, and some others, for whom perhaps Christ died, in such an
interesting crisis of their fate? Would it be rashness to endeavor to
trust in God, and maintain the post, though disallowed by Government,
and exposed to persecution? But again: Can we bear to see our dear
disciples in prison, in fetters, under torture? Can we stand by them
and encourage them to bear patiently the rage of their persecutors?
Are we willing to participate with them? Though the spirit may be
sometimes almost willing, is not the flesh too weak?
“Pondering on such topics as these, a little ray of hope seemed to
shine out of the darkness of our despair. But it was not like the soft
beam of the moon, which kindly shines on the path of the benighted
pilgrim, and guides him to a place of shelter. It was rather like the
angry gleam of lightning which, while for a moment it illumines the
landscape around, discloses the black magazines of heaven’s artillery
and threatens death to the unwary gazer.
“_February 18._ Arrived in Rangoon.”
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