The Life of Charlotte Brontë — Volume 1Gaskell, Elizabeth Cleghorn
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The Life of Charlotte Brontë — Volume 1
Gaskell, Elizabeth Cleghorn
Brontë, Charlotte, 1816-1855; Novelists, English -- 19th century -- Biography
Early in March, 1841, Miss Bronte obtained her second and last situation
as a governess. This time she esteemed herself fortunate in becoming a
member of a kind-hearted and friendly household. The master of it, she
especially regarded as a valuable friend, whose advice helped to guide
her in one very important step of her life. But as her definite
acquirements were few, she had to eke them out by employing her leisure
time in needlework; and altogether her position was that of "bonne" or
nursery governess, liable to repeated and never-ending calls upon her
time. This description of uncertain, yet perpetual employment, subject
to the exercise of another person's will at all hours of the day, was
peculiarly trying to one whose life at home had been full of abundant
leisure. _Idle_ she never was in any place, but of the multitude of
small talks, plans, duties, pleasures, &c., that make up most people's
days, her home life was nearly destitute. This made it possible for her
to go through long and deep histories of feeling and imagination, for
which others, odd as it sounds, have rarely time. This made it
inevitable that--later on, in her too short career--the intensity of her
feeling should wear out her physical health. The habit of "making out,"
which had grown with her growth, and strengthened with her strength, had
become a part of her nature. Yet all exercise of her strongest and most
characteristic faculties was now out of the question. She could not (as
while she was at Miss W---'s) feel, amidst the occupations of the day,
that when evening came, she might employ herself in more congenial ways.
No doubt, all who enter upon the career of a governess have to relinquish
much; no doubt, it must ever be a life of sacrifice; but to Charlotte
Bronte it was a perpetual attempt to force all her faculties into a
direction for which the whole of her previous life had unfitted them.
Moreover, the little Brontes had been brought up motherless; and from
knowing nothing of the gaiety and the sportiveness of childhood--from
never having experienced caresses or fond attentions themselves--they
were ignorant of the very nature of infancy, or how to call out its
engaging qualities. Children were to them the troublesome necessities of
humanity; they had never been drawn into contact with them in any other
way. Years afterwards, when Miss Bronte came to stay with us, she
watched our little girls perpetually; and I could not persuade her that
they were only average specimens of well brought up children. She was
surprised and touched by any sign of thoughtfulness for others, of
kindness to animals, or of unselfishness on their part: and constantly
maintained that she was in the right, and I in the wrong, when we
differed on the point of their unusual excellence. All this must be
borne in mind while reading the following letters. And it must likewise
be borne in mind--by those who, surviving her, look back upon her life
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