The Life of Clara Barton, Founder of the American Red Cross (Vol. 1 of 2)Barton, William E. (William Eleazar)
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The Life of Clara Barton, Founder of the American Red Cross (Vol. 1 of 2)
Barton, William E. (William Eleazar)
American National Red Cross -- Biography; Barton, Clara, 1821-1912; Nurses -- United States -- Biography
I am truly thankful for the institution of ghosts, and that mine
haunted you until you felt constrained to cry out for “relief”--not
that I would have invoked discomfort upon you, or welcomed it when it
should come, but your letter was _so_ welcome, how _could_ I
in mortal weakness be so unselfish as not to hail with joy _any_
“provoking cause”? You perceive that my idea of ghosts is not limited
to graveyards and tombs, or the tenants thereof; indeed, so far from
it, the most troublesome I have ever known were at times the inmates
of living and moving bodies habiting among other people, coming
out only occasionally like owls and bats to frighten the weak and
discourage the weary. I am rejoiced to know that you are comfortable
and happy, and that your school is not wearing you--you are perfectly
right, never let another school be a burden of care upon you; you
will do all your duty without any such soul-vexing labors. I envy
you and Miss Bliss your long social intellectual evenings; please
play I am there sometimes. I will be so quiet, and never disturb
a bit, but, dear me, I am in rougher scenes, if in scenes at all.
My head is just this moment full to aching, bursting with all the
thoughts and doings of our pet expedition. A half-hour ago came to
my room the last messenger from them, the last I shall have in all
probability until the enemy’s galling shot shall have raked through
the ranks of my dear boys, and strewn them here and there, bleeding,
crippled, and dying. Only think of it! the same fair faces that only
a few years ago came every morning, newly washed, hair nicely combed,
bright and cheerful, and took their places quietly and happily among
my scholars,--the same fair heads (perhaps now a few shades darker)
that I have smoothed and patted in fond approval of some good deed
or well-learned task, so soon to lie low in the Southern sands,
blood-matted and tangled, trampled under foot of man and horse, buried
in a common trench “unwept, uncoffined, and unknown.” For the last two
weeks my very heart has been crushed by the sad thoughts and little
touching scenes which have come in my way. It tires me most when one
would get a few hours’ leave from his regiment at Annapolis, and come
to me with some little sealed package, and perhaps his “warrant” as
a non-commissioned officer, and ask me to keep it for him, either
until he returns for it, or--_when I should read his name in the
“Black List,” send it home_. And by the time his errand were well
done, his little hour would be up and, with a hearty grasp of the
hand, an earnest, deep-toned “good-bye,” he stepped from my presence,
marching cheerfully, bravely out--“To die,” I said to myself, as my
soul sunk within me, and the struggling breath would choke and stop,
until the welcome shower of tears came to my relief. Oh, the hours I
have wept alone over scenes like these, no mortal knows! To any other
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