The Life of Clara Barton, Founder of the American Red Cross (Vol. 2 of 2)Barton, William E. (William Eleazar)
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The Life of Clara Barton, Founder of the American Red Cross (Vol. 2 of 2)
Barton, William E. (William Eleazar)
American National Red Cross -- Biography; Barton, Clara, 1821-1912; Nurses -- United States -- Biography
nearly past the effects of the rheumatism, have little or no pain,
and my cough is not dangerous now, I am sure; I sleep pretty well for
me, and I eat good substantial food. Now, if I can hold fast to all
these improvements, I cannot think it will be necessary for any person
to leave home and business to come to me. I could not be come _for_
at present, for I should not dare attempt the voyage yet, and I hope
to be able to get along by myself, especially as it is almost summer
now. But, dear Ber, I think every moment how good and kind it was of
you to say you _would_ come if I needed you, and if I should “go to
the bad” again, I fear I shall need you. If such a miserable state of
things comes, I will telegraph, and you will all consult, and do what
seems best to you to do. You know much better than I what would be
well to do, and, if it must be done, you will do it. Doesn’t the State
want to send you over to make some investigations? In that case it
wouldn’t seem such waste of ammunition on small game as to come just
to look after poor miserable me, who never amount to anything anywhere.
But, Ber, I _shall never have done_ thinking how quick and kind you
were in writing me, and what strength and purpose I felt in every line
of your letter, and it strengthens me still. You saw so clearly how I
needed a strong arm near me; all about me is _so weak_. I have managed
everything since my illness, for myself, and all around me, from my
banking business and correspondence to my butcher and grocer, the
airing of my linen, and the arranging of the chairs in my room. There
is no mind or will or thought that can go one inch beyond me, when I
stop. There is no hand that has enough magnetic force to take away one
nervous twinge, not a hand that does not take magnetism from me even
now, and days when I am weakest, I cannot let a hand be laid upon me,
to rub, or even comb my hair. I feel the loss of strength directly and
fall into nervous perspiration. I tell you all this because I read
between the lines of your dear letter that you half divined the case,
and I may as well confess it. I believe I can bring myself up out of
this weakness, and then I will come home to thank you, and be “put in
my little bed.” Won’t you write me again soon, now you know how it
does me good?
Dear Fannie offers her “Bear” to me,--what a good Bearess she is,
isn’t she? Now, dear Ber, with a great big kiss, and I can’t say that
there aren’t a few other little things dropped along with it, here, my
good boy, is my good-bye.
From Your Old Sick Auntie
CLARA
Ber, you must hold your good mother steady and not let her get
alarmed. It will never do for her to come all this way on such an
errand. In any case it would be _too hard_ for her.
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