The life of Hector Berlioz as written by himself in his letters and memoirsBerlioz, Hector
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The life of Hector Berlioz as written by himself in his letters and memoirs
Berlioz, Hector
Berlioz, Hector, 1803-1869; Composers -- France -- Biography
A fortnight went by and she did not come, neither did I have a letter.
I was almost at the end of my patience, although I would not write,
when, on the 17th, Madame C. F. returned bringing me the following
letter:
“GENEVA, _16th December 1864_.
“MONSIEUR,--I ought to have thanked you sooner for your
charming welcome of my son and his wife had I not been unwell, and
consequently, very idle.
“But I cannot let my daughter-in-law go without my grateful thanks
for all the pleasure you have given them.
“Suzanne will tell you all about our life here; I should be as
happy as in Lyons, were it not for my separation from my other two
sons and from my dear old friends.
“Once more, thank you for the libretto of _The Trojans_, and also
for the sweet souvenir of the Meylan leaves--they bring back the
bright, happy days of my youth.
“My son and I will read the part of your work that you have marked,
and shall think of Suzanne listening to your music on Sunday.”
To which I replied:
“PARIS, _19th December 1864_.--Last September, when at
Grenoble, I visited one of my cousins, who lives near St Georges, a
wretched hamlet niched into the most barren mountains on the left
bank of the Drac, inhabited only by a few miserable peasants.
“My cousin’s sister-in-law is the sweet providence of this forsaken
corner, and on the day of my arrival she heard that one far-away
family had had no bread for three weeks.
“She started off at once to see the mother.
“‘Why, Jeanne!’ she cried, ‘how could
you be in trouble and not tell me? You know how anxious we are to
help.’
“‘Oh, mademoiselle, we are not really
in want yet; we still have some potatoes and a few cabbages, only
the children don’t like them. They shout and cry for bread. You
know children are so unreasonable.’
“Well, dear lady, you too have done a kind thing in writing.
I would not write for fear of boring you, so waited for your
daughter’s return. She came not! My anxiety choked me. You see,
madame, creatures such as I are _unreasonable_.
“Yet surely I--if anyone--hardly need to learn lessons that have
been taught me already by so many knife-thrusts in my heart.
“It seems to me that you are sad, and that makes me the more....
From to-day I mean to restrain my language, to talk of outward
things only.
“You know what is in my heart--all that I do not say.
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