The life of Hector Berlioz as written by himself in his letters and memoirsBerlioz, Hector
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The life of Hector Berlioz as written by himself in his letters and memoirs
Berlioz, Hector
Berlioz, Hector, 1803-1869; Composers -- France -- Biography
“So you have been in Milan! Not a town I like, but it is the
threshold of Italy. I cannot tell you how much, when the weather
is fine, I long for my ancient Campagna and the wild hills that I
loved.
“You ask for news of us.
“Louis can nearly walk alone and Henriette is more devoted to him
than ever. I work like a nigger for the four papers whence I get
my daily bread. They are the _Rénovateur_, which pays badly; the
_Monde Dramatique_ and _Gazette Musicale_ which pay only fairly;
the _Débats_, which pays well.
“Added to this is the nightmare of my musical life; I cannot find
time to compose.
“I have begun a gigantic piece of work for seven hundred musicians,
to the memory of the great men of France.
“It would soon be done if I had but one quiet month, but I dare
not give up a single day to it, lest we should want for absolute
necessaries.
“Which concert do you refer to? I have given seven this season and
shall begin again in November.
“At present we sit dumb under the triumph of Musard,[12] who,
puffed up by the success of his dancing-den concerts, looks upon
himself as a superior Mozart. Mozart never composed anything like
the ‘Pistol-shot Quadrille,’ consequently Mozart died of want.
“Musard is earning twenty thousand francs a year, and Ballanche,
the immortal author of _Orpheus_ and _Antigone_ was nearly thrown
into prison, because he owed two hundred francs.
“Think of it, Ferrand; does not madness lie that way? If I were a
bachelor, so that my rash doings would recoil on myself alone, I
know what I would do.
“Never mind that now, though. Love me always and, to please me,
read de Vigny’s _Chatterton_.”
“_December 1835._--Do not think me a sinner for leaving you so
long in silence. You can have no idea of my work--but I need not
emphasise that, for you know how much pleasure I have in writing to
you and that I should not lightly forego it.
“I have seen Coste, who is publishing serially _Great Men of
Italy_, and he is going to approach you about contributing some
articles. Among those now out is a life of Benvenuto Cellini. Read
it, if you are not already familiar with the autobiography of that
bandit of genius.
“_Harold_ is more successful even than last year, and I think it
quite outdoes the _Fantastique_.
“They have accepted my _Cellini_ for the Opera; Alfred de Vigny[13]
and Auguste Barbier have written me a poem full of dainty vivacity
and colour. I have not begun to work at the music yet, because I am
in the same predicament as my hero, Cellini--short of money. Good
reports from Germany, thanks to Liszt’s piano arrangement of my
Symphony.
* * * * *
“_April 1826._--I still work frightfully hard at journalism. You
know I write concert critiques for the _Débats_, which are signed
‘H.’
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