Death had, however, till now been kind to our master, sparing him the
agony of many severe partings. We have seen his deep grief at the loss
of the parents who had loved him with the entire devotion of their
simple, affectionate hearts. By the nature of things, his sense of
bereavement on the deaths of brother and sister had been less enduring
in its sting. His friend Pohl, librarian of the Gesellschaft, died in
1887, but with this exception the old circle of chums remained as it had
been. Joachim, Stockhausen, Grimm, Dietrich, Kirchner, Hanslick, Faber,
Billroth, Goldmark, Epstein, Gänsbacher, all had continued with him,
whilst in Frau Schumann's presence he was at the age of sixty-one still
young, with youthful feelings of veneration in his heart. The death of
Billroth dealt him a severe blow. Who shall say that even at this time
he had not a presentiment that before very long he was to follow?
If this were so, but little change showed itself in his outward habits.
The pedestrian excursions near Vienna took place every second or third
Sunday as before, and if Brahms, growing every year heavier, found the
ascent of the surrounding heights more fatiguing than in past years, he
did not openly allude to the fact, but would invite his companions to
pause for a few moments to look at the country, whilst they, at once
acceding to his wish, always carefully avoided perceiving that he was
short of breath. Hugo Conrat frequently made one of the party of walkers
at this period, and the master was often a guest at his house, where it
is to be feared that Frau Conrat, in no way behind the rest of his
friends, sadly spoiled him. He had become in these years a complete
autocrat in the circles in which he moved. His comfort was studied, his
desires were anticipated, his witticisms appreciated, his tempers
accepted, and his utterances recognised as final. Brahms enjoyed his
position, and, it must be confessed, did not hesitate to avail himself
of his privileges. On one occasion of a dinner-party, being asked to
escort one of the principal lady guests to the dining-room, he turned
sharply round and offered his arm to the young governess. On another--a
party at the Conrats' country house--finding on his arrival that the
cloth had been laid in the dining-room, and not in the veranda, he went
up to the hostess, saying: 'But it is still fine weather. I always dine
out of doors in October.' The lady sent word to the kitchen that the
dinner was to be put back for twenty minutes, and, begging her visitors
to walk in the garden meanwhile, gave orders for the alteration of her
arrangements. 'But what did Brahms say when he found he was causing such
trouble?' someone asked Fräulein Conrat afterwards. 'Then he was good
again,' she replied. Such incidents could be multiplied from the
experiences of many of Brahms' friends. They serve chiefly to prove that
the master's mind lost its pliancy as he grew older, and that he became
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