The Life of Ludwig van Beethoven, Volume IIIThayer, Alexander Wheelock
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The Life of Ludwig van Beethoven, Volume III
Thayer, Alexander Wheelock
Beethoven, Ludwig van, 1770-1827
Tenderness and reproach alternate in the
letters written from Baden in the summer of 1825. With the young man’s
habits of extravagance he has no patience whatever. He insists on a
strict accounting for every florin which he allows him and is enraged
when he hears that Karl has not forgotten his boyish trick of borrowing
from the servants. He contrasts his own habits of thrift with the
prodigence of his ward: “I should have gotten along two years with the
walking-coat. True, I have the bad habit of always wearing an old coat
at home, but Mr. Karl--O, what a shame! And why? The money-bag Mr. L.
v. B-n is here only for this purpose.”
The thought of laying down the guardianship occupies his mind over and
over again and his friends without exception urge him to do it; but he
clings to the office, hoping against hope for his nephew’s reclamation.
Crises of apprehension and foreboding produce tender appeals and
piteous expostulations like these:
If you find me violent, ascribe it to my great concern for
yourself, beset as you are by many dangers.
I hope at least to receive a letter from you to-morrow. Do not make
me fear. O, think of my sufferings! By good right I ought to have
no cares of this kind; but what have I not experienced!
Reflect that I am sitting here and might easily fall ill.
God is my witness, I dreamed only of being rid of you and of this
miserable brother and the hideous family which he foisted upon me.
God hear my prayer for I can _never_ trust you again. Unfortunately
your father--or rather, not your father.
In the beginning of October, 1825, Karl absented himself from his
lodgings for several days. Where he went and what he did is a secret
held by the dead; but repentance of some sort, or consideration of the
fact that he was dependent upon his uncle, seems to have persuaded him
to write to Beethoven and beg his forgiveness. On the 5th of the month
Beethoven wrote from Baden:
Precious, dear son!
I have just received your letter. Already filled with anxiety I had
to-day determined to hurry to Vienna. God be thanked, it is not
necessary. Do but obey me and love and happiness of the soul paired
with human happiness will be at our side and you will consort an
intensive existence with the external, but it were better that the
_former_ dominate the _latter_.--_il fait trop froid_--I am to see
you on Saturday, then, write whether you are coming in the morning
or evening so that I may hasten to meet you.--I embrace you and
kiss you a thousand times not my _lost_ (prodigal) _but my new-born
son_. I wrote to Schlemmer--do not think harshly on that account--I
am still so full of fear.
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