The Life of Me: An AutobiographyJohnson, Clarence Edgar
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The Life of Me: An Autobiography
Johnson, Clarence Edgar
Fisher County (Tex.) -- Biography; Fisher County (Tex.) -- History; Johnson family; Johnson, Clarence Edgar, 1906-1994
You may have the idea that I am telling you I didn't get into
trouble at school. That's just not true. However, I didn't
deliberately plan it. Most of my trouble was accidental. For
instance, during the Christmas holidays one year, workmen
revarnished the desks in the study hall. When school reopened,
the varnish was dry, but you know how fresh varnish is, even
after it is dry. When you sit on it for an hour your pants sort
of cling to it. Well, as I have told you, we were a poor family,
and I had the pants to prove it. My pants were old and thin, but
there were no holes in them when I sat down. And there was only
one hole when I got up an hour later--a big one. I first
suspected something was wrong when I felt a breeze. I knew it
for sure when I looked down and saw the seat of my pants still
clinging to the new varnish.
Needless to say, that was another time I didn't ask for
permission to leave the building. I backed out the door, hurried
down the stairway and ran, trying not to turn my back on anyone
all the way home.
While I was a Freshman in high school, one of my jobs at home was
to hitch up a team of horses each day after school, drive seven
miles to the Neinda gin, load a wagon with cottonseed, drive back
home and leave it for Papa to unload the next day. But then one
day I didn't make my regular trip.
In school that afternoon our teacher was called from the room for
a long-distance phone call. She was gone a long time, and the
longer she stayed away the worse things got in our room. Long
before she returned kids were throwing erasers, throwing books,
running around the room, fighting, and even running out one door,
down the hall, and back into the room through another door.
When the teacher returned, she caught them in the act. I say
"them" because I made it a point not to do anything contrary to
rules. I had special privileges I didn't want to lose. I wanted
to be trusted. As a matter of fact, there were two of us who did
nothing wrong--Mable Hudson and I. But the teacher didn't know
that. She told us she was ashamed of everyone of us. And she
kept us all in an hour after school.
That was the cause of my missing my Neinda trip and that was why
Papa was not at all happy. In fact he was very unhappy. He
asked why I was late. I told him I had to stay in. He asked
what I had done to have to stay in. I told him, "Nothing."
He was sure I was lying, because, he said, "Teachers don't keep
kids in for nothing." Then he added, "I thought I had at least
one boy I could trust to behave and tell the truth."
It was too late to haul cottonseed that day. I felt I had let
the family down, but through no fault of my own. Or maybe it was
my fault. Maybe I should have explained to the teacher, but I
didn't. Nor did I explain further to Papa. He didn't seem to be
in the mood for further talk from me.
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