The Life of Me: An AutobiographyJohnson, Clarence Edgar
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The Life of Me: An Autobiography
Johnson, Clarence Edgar
Fisher County (Tex.) -- Biography; Fisher County (Tex.) -- History; Johnson family; Johnson, Clarence Edgar, 1906-1994
Along about this same time in my boyhood, I had something that
one of my brothers wanted to buy from me. I don't remember what
it was but I do remember I offered it to him for eight cents. He
offered me a nickel for it. He had a nickel and four pennies. I
finally offered to take the nickel if he would pitch the four
pennies up and give me all that fell "heads." We didn't make the
deal because Earl learned what I had offered to do and he shamed
me scornfully. He said, "That's just the same as shooting dice
or playing poker." I didn't know how to shoot dice nor play
poker. I only knew that either one was a bad thing to do. I was
deeply hurt, not because Earl had scolded or shamed me, but just
to think that I would bring dishonor to my family by even
thinking of gambling, after all the moral training my parents had
given me. Also there was the element of ignorance. I hadn't
realized that such an act would be gambling, and I was too proud
to admit my ignorance.
Anyway, I resolved to myself then and there never to do a thing
like that again as long as I lived, never to gamble in any way.
But, like Adam in the garden of Eden when he blamed a woman for
his disobedience, I too can say, "A woman tempted me and I did
gamble." I'll tell you about it later.
This last year we were on the plains, it looked like we were sure
to make good. But it seemed that fate was trying our patience.
I think the devil also had a hand in the turn of events. I never
did like that guy. Sometimes I think he is still after me.
Anyway in late summer Papa and the neighbors looked at our cotton
crop and came to the conclusion that we couldn't keep from making
100 bales. And cotton sold that year at $200 a bale. It looked
as though the Lord had finally smiled on us as he did on Job.
But I guess we hadn't suffered as much nor repented as well as
Job had. When the Lord favored us with a good rain one Sunday
afternoon, our neighbors saw the rain and said, "Man, that
Johnson family sure must be living right. Look at the rain the
Lord sent them."
But what the neighbors didn't know was that the devil had put a
boll worm in each and every drop of that rain. None of us knew
about the devil and his pesky worms until later.
What happened? We made 20 bales instead of 100, about enough to
pay the taxes, interest, and the annual note. If the devil had
left us alone, we would have had about $16,000 left over.
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