Bracciolini, Poggio, 1380-1459; Italy -- History -- 1268-1492
If, however, we may give credit to Poggio’s account of the state of his
feelings on his entrance upon his new connexion, his felicity was not
interrupted by any painful reflections on the past, or by any uneasy
forebodings with respect to the future. In a letter to one of his English
friends, Nicholas Bilston, Archdeacon of Winchester, he thus expresses
himself on the subject of his marriage.
“Our epistolary intercourse, my dear father, has by my omission been
too long suspended. Do not, however, impute my silence to forgetfulness
of the obligations which your goodness has conferred upon me; for I
can assure you that a sense of your kindness is impressed upon my mind
in indelible characters. The fact is, that till lately, no event has
occurred in my history of sufficient importance to constitute the subject
of a letter. But I have now to announce to you a most important change
in my situation—a change, of which I hasten to give you the earliest
intelligence, in full confidence that you will participate in my joys.
You know that I have been hitherto uncertain what course of life to
pursue, and that I have long hesitated whether to adopt the secular or
the clerical character. To the ecclesiastical profession, however, I
must confess that I never felt any inclination. In this dubious state
of mind, I arrived at a period when it was absolutely requisite for me
to fix upon some settled plan for the regulation of my future conduct.
Determining, therefore, not to spend the remainder of my days in unsocial
solitude, I resolved to marry; and though now declining into the vale of
years, I have ventured to enter into the matrimonial union with a young
lady of great beauty, and possessed of all the accomplishments which
are proper for her sex. You will perhaps say, that I ought to have taken
this step at an earlier period. I confess it: but, as the old proverb
says, ‘better late than never;’ and you must remember that philosophers
assure us, that ‘_Sera nunquam est ad bonos mores via_.’ I might, indeed,
have changed my condition many years ago; but in that case I should not
have obtained my present spouse, a partner in all respects suited to my
manners and disposition, in whose agreeable converse I find a solace for
all my anxieties and cares. So richly is she endowed with virtues, that
she gratifies my most sanguine wishes. This circumstance is the source
of the greatest comfort to me; and I return thanks to God, who, having
continually been propitious to me, ‘has loved me even to the end,’ and
has bestowed upon me more than I could have wished. Well knowing your
regard for me, and duly sensible of the value of your friendship, I have
thought it my duty to acquaint you with my present circumstances, and to
make you a partaker in my pleasure. Farewell.”
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