Englishwoman’s Educational Union,—a society planned by S. J.-B., which
should form a meeting ground for really qualified teachers, and also a
means of registration.
Footnote 29:
Miss Miranda Hill’s loyalty and devotion to S. J.-B. never flagged.
During these weeks of comparative idleness, S. J.-B. was making
enquiries as to a place where she could profitably study the position of
the education of girls in Germany. Finally she applied for the post of
English teacher in the Grand Ducal Institute at Mannheim.
As the Institution had embarked on a policy of strict retrenchment and
economy, this was refused, but she had quite made up her mind to become
an inmate in some capacity (as an ordinary pupil if necessary) and
finally she set out without announcing her intention, in a fashion that
recalls an adventure in the life of Lucy Snow in _Villette_.[30] The
condensed account of this in her diary could scarcely be bettered:
“Sept. 13th. Saturday.[31] Left Göttingen at 5 a.m. with pleasant
gifts from the children, and the famous glass knife from Frau B.
The morning cold, dank and misty,—darker than mornings are here even
yet, I think. As we came south, perceptible increase of heat, till,
leaving a cold autumn at Göttingen, we found a hot summer at
Frankfurt. Went to Pfälzer Hof,—clean, cheap, and civil. Had a bedroom
opening on a balcony, and very good night considering,—though, as I
lay down, the venture rose strongly before me,—quite alone,—without
counsel,—having come 200 miles to a place which had already refused
me,—with the slender chance of personal representation prevailing,—
uncertain, even if accepted, whether I could do the work,—in fact
feeling strongly ‘not knowing whither I went’ yet trusting, like
Abraham, I ‘went forth’. So fell asleep, seeing all perplexities, yet
laying my head very softly on the pillow, ‘Oh, Lord, in Thee have I
trusted: let me never be confounded!’
Well, I slept long,—breakfasted deliciously in my room,—dressed in
black silk, etc., with no end of care, wrote a little note to Mother,
almost to the beating of my own heart all the time.
Frl. E. had promised to come at 11. I waited till 12,—then came Frl.
H. and Frl. M. Walked with them to the Institut,—was shown into the
‘parloir’ and left. They fetched me again,—walked round the square
garden with its high convent walls[32] (oh, how I remember those white
berries!) Then out came Frl. von Palaus with her fine port and clear
good eyes, and round hat. I told her how I wanted to study German
education, and wished so much to enter here.
She asked ‘mes conditions’. ‘Moi, je n’en ai pas, Mlle.’ She would
‘parler aux autres dames.’
Marie M. was to show me the house. Then in Miss von Palaus’ room:—
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