“I was so sadly selfish and engrossed about America the few hours you
were here, that I must write a line to tell you how grateful I feel
for all your kindness to Sophy, and how thankful I am that she has
such a friend to consult with in this hour of need. I hope you did not
suffer for the way in which you were plagued here: it really was very
hard: though I quite believe you don’t think so.
Tuesday. Sophy’s letter has just come, and I do indeed need your
prayers and sympathy. The wrench it is to me to have her go is
indescribable, but I hope and believe my view will be more reasonable
as time goes on. Any way, I know I shall have strength to bear. It is
quite a panic, and I feel as if I must run away from it. Yet I would
not prevent it if I could. I should have been very thankful for an
older companion....
I ought not to plague you, her good kind friend.
May God bless you and _all_ dear to you.
Yours affectionately,
M. E. J.-B.
I hope to write you a less selfish letter another time. I am hardly
myself now. Is it not curious,—I have such a prejudice against
Americans that I hardly ever will read a book describing American
manners. I _hate_ descriptions of low life.”
Surely the frequent twinkle was returning to her eye when she wrote the
closing words of the postscript? In any case there is no doubt about it
a short time later when a question arose about Miss Bain’s leaving S.
J.-B. and becoming a student in one of the colleges they had visited
together:
“I think Daddy has a terror of only your bleached bones(!) being
found, if you went about without a companion.”
The two girls left Liverpool on May 27th, and, after experiencing some
rough weather which confined them to their berths, they staggered
gallantly up on deck to enjoy the voyage and to make the acquaintance of
their fellow-passengers. “A very nice Scotch Independent, Dr. Raleigh of
Canonbury,” is specially noted.
The great excitement of the voyage is described in a letter to her
Mother:
“After I had done writing to you, we were summoned by a cry of
‘Icebergs!’ and up we ran to see a bright white light on the horizon,
just visible, right on our track. Soon another came in sight and it
was really grand the next hour. The evening hardly beginning to close
in, but the cold _intense_, yet so beautiful.... On went the ship,
tearing on to the icebergs, that grew whiter and larger every minute,—
great cliffs of white rearing themselves out of the waves that beat
into spray at their base,—looking so strong and grim and beautiful.”
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