On the whole, public opinion was against her. All sorts of stories were
rife, many of them entirely false, some with just that grain of truth
that makes a lie so deadly. When the Winter Session came to an end in
March, the President of the College of Physicians and the President of
the College of Surgeons both announced that they would not preside at
the prize-giving if lady students were to be present and to receive
their prizes on this occasion.
On the other hand S. J.-B. was, of course, much sought after by
outsiders who admired her talent and courage. In April she was urged by
the leading women suffragists of the day to speak at a Suffrage meeting
in London, and, after consulting Professor Masson and other friends in
Edinburgh as to the probable effect on her own “Cause,” she agreed.
“Darling,” writes her sorely-tried Mother, “speaking at a public
meeting will be anything but restful. You positively require rest to
go on with the real work and worrying work before you. May you be
guided aright.”
The speech took place, however, and was a great success. Her “pathetic
voice” and clear exposition of the argument deduced from her own trying
experience are referred to repeatedly. This was her first public
association with a cause of which, throughout life, she was one of the
sanest and most practical exponents.
It was in the course of this visit to London, too, that she made the
acquaintance of Mr. (afterwards Sir James) Stansfeld, whose influence
was to prove so priceless in the farther development of the movement.
Meanwhile the law ran its slow and expensive course.
“Monday, May 22nd.... White Millar wants to know if I will say C.
‘wasn’t drunk’ if he on his side allows that I ‘had been told so.’
I don’t want to be too obstinately pugnacious, but I hate the idea of
giving a handle to people to say I ‘ate my words’. Calderwood wisely
says it should be a _sine qua non_ that the public should know the
overture came from them, and I should like also to make C. own he was
‘Foremost among the rioters’.
“Tuesday May 23rd. I have just accepted Lord Advocate at fee of £200,
so now it shall go on unless they pay costs....
“May 26th, Friday 10 p.m. ‘Where the wicked cease from troubling and
the weary are at rest.’
_How_ inclined one feels to turn one’s face to the wall and say with
Elijah, ‘Lord, take away my life, I am not better than my fathers’.
The obstinate lying of these students in preference to giving any
information possibly useful to us;—the constant hisses and rudeness
even in the streets,—J’s insolent civility, especially to Miss B.,—
those two scamps shouting ‘Whore’ after S. M. M., as she crossed the
George Square Gardens yesterday evening, etc.
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